Imagination is the Most Powerful Force in The Universe


The key to being a person of real influence is the ability to translate the boundless thoughts of the mind into words that connect with others exactly where they are. In the context of general perception, every single person on the planet is crazy. The thing that separates the clinically insane from the sane is hypocritical skill. ⁣


⁣The truth is that this world system is built on fairy tales. All of us have vivid fantasies, but those who fear judgment feign as if their fantasies are consistent with the commonly accepted fantasies of the world. We all have our imaginations trained at a young age by religious and cultural ideals. We learn to credit our indoctrinated mythoi for the fantasies that are actually exclusive to our own Souls. ⁣



As a Christian I was esteemed as a pastor and prophet. I was able to speak to the situations and conditions of people I knew little or nothing about with great accuracy, then instruct them as to how they should proceed in the matters at hand. As I have achieved my own manumission I AM unapologetic about the I AM that I AM. I no longer need to label my own Inherent Divinity as “God” or “the Holy Spirit”, when the things I shared with others to motivate them and encourage them came from me. ⁣

Our entire existence is a puzzle waiting for us to solve it. Our imagination is the key that unlocks the shackles that bind us.


⁣We all imagine solutions to problems that we are presented. Some of us just happen to be more skilled at responding with the appropriate solutions, and this is, in fact, what wisdom is. It isn’t that the prophecies, words of knowledge, words of wisdom, and readings I gave to people were false. It is just that the words of my mouth and the meditations of heart were acceptable in the sight of those who I shared them with. ⁣

Can you correct the misalignment in your life?



Only the past can be lied on. The future is contingent upon our personal acceptance of whatever the imagination has declared. If you can imagine it FOR YOURSELF, it is possible. It is only our fantasies for others that require their agreement, and this is why witchcraft and sorcery actually work. No one can enslave you by any power of their imagination, whether religious, cultural, or some other working of spells, unless you choose to be a slave to their fantasies for you. This is why it is of utmost importance that you define yourself for yourself before engaging in relationships with others. Otherwise, you will find yourself repeatedly crunched into other people’s fantasies for you and eaten alive. ⁣

History is the greatest figment of the imagination as we only learn the perspective of the storyteller; storytellers who likely were not present for the events they are reporting on.



#autonomy #sovereignty #imagination #creation #manifestation #manumission #salvation #liberty

Eternally in LOVE

What Does Reflection Say to You?


In 1966 Percy Sledge became wildly popular for his hit song “When a Man LOVEs a Woman”, written by Calvin Houston Lewis and Andrew James Wright. In that song, Sledge melodically, and then famously, sang the words “When a man LOVEs a woman, can’t keep his mind on nothing else. He’d trade the world for the good thing he’s found.” This opening verse so accurately describes me as a person. ⁣

I have a history of easily falling in LOVE with women. Though, this is the first time I completely initiated the interaction between myself and a woman since my first LOVE back in 1996, it is actually my pattern to lead with LOVE. (As a Divine Father, it is my innate role to be the Pattern.) Even when I was a young boy in elementary school, if I liked a girl, I was unapologetic about my affection for her. ⁣

It took me years, and I mean forty or so, to actually realize this as the emanation of my Inherent Divinity. I was so used to rejection from girls, and ridicule from my relatives and peers that I thought something was wrong with me. It took me doing the work of repentance to resurrect my Self-LOVE to accept myself for who I AM, and acknowledge that I never lost anything by giving to a woman. I only gave the I AM that I AM, and because I AM in LOVE with myself, I AM going to immediately fall in LOVE with a woman I manifested to receive me. ⁣

The difference now is that I AM full of myself, while before I still had a lot of the world in me. While I still had much of the world in me (i.e. religion, “family”, race, culture, scholarship, and other programming), I fought against myself to try to vilify the women whose seasons had ended as my partner, though the I AM that I AM truly has the very same LOVE that I always had for them. I allowed myself to feel bad for desiring to still want to spoil the women from my past, and all because I was afraid of the opinions of others. ⁣

It is that type of fear that gives men like Kevin R. Samuels such a huge following. Too many men care way too much about how other men who are not LOVE perceive them, and they tuck their phalluses in order to impress a bunch of men, when the function of the Divine Masculine is to share his happiness with the Divine Feminine, not please men. What sets me apart from most men is that I ain’t afraid of you motherfuckers. *Bernie Mac voice⁣

Besides I AM a worshiper of the Divine Feminine (as a reflection of my Self-worship), and none of those Self-proclaimed alpha males has a pussy for me to eat and fuck, none of them can bear children, and none of them can receive this Pattern into Material, multiply it, and yield a bounty to supply all our needs. Dafuq I look like giving a shit about what another man thinks of me. Got me fugged up! ⁣

They even think that Divine Masculine Beings manifest safety and security for Divine Feminine Beings in an attempt to get them in the bed. They think dominating a woman makes her submit. The entire idea of submission is a perpetuation of slavery. A God has no desire for slaves. That’s something kings do, and that is because kings based their entire Self-worth on who and what they possess. This is a result of being incomplete within Self.

In This Life, We All Have Chased, and 98% Still Do


𝕃𝕖𝕥’𝕤 ℍ𝕒𝕧𝕖 𝕊𝕒𝕓𝕓𝕒𝕥𝕙 𝕊𝕔𝕙𝕠𝕠𝕝⁣
(Sabbath is not a religious observance. It’s just a word that means rest, and most ancient cultures, observed a sabbath day, which actually is an observation of the body’s own circadian rhythms.)⁣

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None of us have everything, and we have come to be attracted to many things, whether Naturally or by influence, that are not inherent within us. There is nothing wrong with desire. Even the most autonomous of us desire something that we lack. We have to acknowledge that our abundance does not mean that we have everything. All that we have is ourselves, including the individual Kingdoms within each of us. Stop allowing people to make you feel bad for wanting what you want. There is also nothing wrong with compromise, if that is the life you choose for yourself. No one has to endure the consequences of your choices but you, and if you don’t mind the consequences, make the sacrifice. ⁣

All that being said, don’t act like you are better than the next person because you aren’t hustling hard or “applying pressure” like they are. We only attract what we are attracted to, and we are only attracted to the adscititious. That which we already have we are unable to attract. MANIFESTATION doesn’t require any changes on the part of the manifestor, especially not of frequency. Attraction is a compromise because you have to make adjustments to attract what you are attracted to. Sometimes that adjustment is as simple as getting the attention of the object of attraction. Sometimes that adjustment is as demanding as eight or more years of post-graduate study. ⁣

In this age as consciousness, spirituality, and “woke” have become bywords, the emphasis is still on the adscititious. People are just looking at the world differently, and neglecting the True and Living God within them, which I have rediscovered to be my Highest Self. This generation is the unlearn to relearn generation, which is just exchanging old indoctrination for new indoctrination, when the true power is in education. Education is the knowledge of Self, not a belief in a culture or theology. We don’t return to our Inherent Divinity (i.e. repentance) until we remember who WE are. Studying the claims made about ancient cultures doesn’t give us knowledge of Self. It gives us the option of believing what someone else is trying to convince us of concerning history that none of us were part of. ⁣

One of the things written in the Matthew portion of the epic of the Nazarene that I completely believe in is “Seek first the Kingdom of God (your own Inherent Divinity) and his righteousness (your own right way of doing things by observing the commands of your own Soul) and all these things (whatever you NEED) will be added to you (added to your extant experience). You don’t have to attract what is already yours. There is nothing you can do to obtain or lose that which comes from within. You just need to know how to see it through the veil of the world system. ⁣

All hunting is a form of chasing. It is just a means of taking possession of something that is not already possessed. Some hunters use camouflage so that they can shoot their shot. Some use decoy and bait to draw what they are hunting into the trap they have set for them. Either way the hunter has to learn how to attract whatever it is he is in pursuit of. Gardeners, on the other hand, just plant the seeds they already possess and allow them to multiply… And that’s the difference between chasing/attracting and manifesting.

Compromise Kills

It shouldn’t require entrepreneurship for you to recognize your value though.

compromise

noun


1. a settlement of differences by mutual concessions; an agreement reached by adjustment of conflicting or opposing claims, principles, etc., by reciprocal modification of demands.


2. the result of such a settlement.
something intermediate between different things:
The split-level is a compromise between a ranch house and a multistoried house.


3. an endangering, especially of reputation; exposure to danger, suspicion, etc.:
a compromise of one’s integrity.

verb (used with object), com·pro·mised, com·pro·mis·ing.


1. to settle by a compromise.


2. to expose or make vulnerable to danger, suspicion, scandal, etc.; jeopardize:
a military oversight that compromised the nation’s defenses.


Obsolete.


1. to bind by bargain or agreement.
to bring to terms.

verb (used without object), com·pro·mised, com·pro·mis·ing.

1.to make a compromise or compromises:
The conflicting parties agreed to compromise.

2. to make a dishonorable or shameful concession:
He is too honorable to compromise with his principles.

Compromise is actually an act of aggression, though subtle. Let’s simply examine the definitions of the word itself. The primary definition begins with “to settle”. Settlement is a matter of accepting less than what is desired. Our choice to accept less than what is desired is essentially a declaration that we are undeserving of that which we determined to be best for us; whatever we express as a reflection of our personal happiness.

Think of compromise in the context of war. It is basically a treatise of surrender. Why do we surrender? Surrender is acknowledgment of defeat. Don’t be fooled. No one engaged in battle agrees to stop fighting except he believes he is unable to accomplish the agenda of engaging in warfare in the first place. If you are content in your being, you never enter into conflict in the first place.

If we were to borrow from the Greco-Roman mythos of the Bible, we can see the only reason we actually ever fail to accomplish what we set out to, and that reason is that we give up too soon. That is what compromise is…

Galatians 6:7-9 reads “Don’t be misled—you cannot mock the justice of God. You will always harvest what you plant. Those who live only to satisfy their own sinful nature will harvest decay and death from that sinful nature. But those who live to please the Spirit will harvest everlasting life from the Spirit. So let’s not get tired of doing what is good. At just the right time we will reap a harvest of blessing if we don’t give up.”

Compromise is to give up before due season. It is borne of anxiety. We must remember that “God” is within us. “God” is actually our purest, highest intention for ourselves. Contrary to a lot of modern “spirituality”, “the devil” is not within you as “God” is. The adversary is all that which seeks to bind you, and to keep you from the inheritance of the Kingdom within you.

Our salvation is the repentance to our sovereignty, in accountability for creating the life of our dreams. There’s actually a huge difference between manifestation and attraction. Manifestation requires complete intimacy with Self, because one can only manifest that which is within. There is no way to price the Kingdom within each of us because it is invaluable. Thus, manifestation is a type and shadow of birthing.

We are conditioned in this society towards anxiety. The illusion of time creates false deadlines, and we feel we have to reach a certain destination by a certain time. We value becoming over being, which leads us to transgress against our own Souls. We enter into friendships, marriages, and business relationships that are less than exactly what we want because we begin to doubt ourselves. We lose faith in our ability to 👉🏿 manifest 👈🏿 exactly what we want, when the issue is never our ability. The issue is our impatience.

All those voices badgering you about going to school, getting a job, getting married, having children; the pressure to sacrifice your happiness in the moment to satisfy the fantasies other have invented for you are eating you alive. Trust me, I get it. I have been there, and I learned that the more we compromise to please others the easier it becomes to do it… until we have lost ourselves.

Are you familiar with the question “What does it profit a man to gain the whole world and lose his Soul?” That is what compromising does. We betray our own integrity, i.e. our Holiness, when we idolize others as so essential to our existence that we are willing to sell ourselves into slavery in exchange for perceived benefits. The thing is, those benefits are temporal. They are nothing but variables, while your Soul is, and always has been, the one constant in your life. It is your own Soul that will never leave you or forsake you.

What is it that leads you to actually believe someone else is more powerful than you, at least as it pertains to your own life? I know for me, it was my home life that taught me to sin. Actual sin is just Self-betrayal. It is when you violate your own will out of the the promise of reward or the threat of punishment. For many of us, our parents ignorantly programmed us to believe that we have to do what we really don’t want to in order to get something we want. A lot of times, those were things that are considered to be parental responsibilities in the first place.

I was ridiculed for talking so much as a child. I began to feel like my voice was not as important as the voices of others. It got to a point that adult relatives would promise to pay me if I would just stop talking. (Ironically, as I grew older, people actually began to pay me to speak. How’s that for a subplot? 😂😂😂) So, because I had become conditioned to view money as more valuable than my own heart and Soul, I compromised the I AM that I AM just to get the money. I entered into business arrangements as a child at the cost of my authenticity.

Remember the quip “Go where you are celebrated, not where you are just tolerated”? Compromise is an act of tolerance, and what is actually does is creates a debt that is impossible to pay in full. It is a shadow of chattel slavery because it is basically a lifetime agreement only breakable by death. We are remembering, as a global community, the principles of alignment. Alignment demands no compromise because the vibrations are already parallel. Everything just flows.

Compromise is like silencing yourself out of fear, whether of punishment or of loss of reward.

How Do We Save Ourselves From Compromise?

Salvation is basically manumission from conformity to the demands of the world. This all begins with our commitment to Self-mastery. To be a Master of Self is to be a slave to none. It requires, above all else, repentance to our Inherent Divinity. Most often, we have to separate ourselves from the world. In the Hebrew mythos this looked like Abraham leaving his parents and kin to pursue his destiny, Jacob being left alone at Peni’el to wrestle with himself, and Moses being on the mountain all alone for forty days and forty nights. In the novel “The Alchemist” by Paolo Cohello, it was Santiago departing home in search of his personal legend.

All of these tales are instances of individuals getting away from everything familiar, which actually only helped them rediscover the power within them. The sanctification of each of these individuals brought about manifestation like nothing they had ever seen before. Each of them gained the revelation of who they truly were, which eventually persuaded them to never have to settle than what was best for them. They had a clear picture of what they truly deserved, and realized that no one else was able to supply them with it.

We all can do the exact same thing. We must go within by turning our eyes and ears away from what is without. What you will discover is that nothing adscititious can validate you. You realize that you and your Kingdom are inextricable. Thus, there is nothing anyone else can add to or take away from your significance. This makes it so much easier to go where you flow rather than attempting to force your way into spaces where you are unwelcome.

So you first have to remember who you are, and after you remember who you are, you begin to represent yourself as you are rather than how others have perceived you. This is how you tap into your power Source as the God or Goddess you are. This is not to say that we should be reclusive, but it is essential to know that we are each enough all by ourselves. This causes us to always keep in mind just how infinite, invaluable, and immeasurable we are. We are all too big to fit inside the boxes others create for us, and when we compromise we settle for squeezing into confined spaces that we just don’t fit in, and this causes our Souls great discomfort.

This is the Master Key to manumission.

Once you quiet the noise around you so that you can hear the still, small voice of your Holy Spirit within you, you are able to be fully led by the righteous influence of your Most High Self. It is there where you are able to affirm your truth, and where you are able to establish sure boundaries that you don’t allow anyone else to define you or compartmentalize you. This is the Holy of Holies where you are not confined by group identity because you stand alone in the beauty of Holiness.

Humility is to humiliate yourself for the benefit of others, and humility is the most exorbitant form of compromise. Dope became one of my frequent terms I use to define myself, and I subsequently use it to remind others of just how powerful they are. I came up with the hashtag #intensifyyourdope a few years ago as an admonition to never water down your autonomous, sovereign significance. People will often accuse you of being too much, but this is when you must be determined to not compromise your intense energy to satisfy those who can’t handle the unadulterated truth of who you are.

With all that said, compromise is not just settling for less than what you deserve, but it is settling to be less than you truly are. Compromise is creating a codependency on the power you perceive others to have, and esteeming that power as greater than your own power. The result? You place limitations on yourself because you have chosen to burden yourself with the responsibility of pleasing other people. But you are actually unable to make anyone else happy. Each of our happiness is a matter of our own accountability.

As it is written, “Now unto him who is able to do exceeding abundantly above all you can ask or think, according to THE POWER WORKING IN YOU”! The only power to manifest your best life is with you so don’t settle for someone just because you are unwilling to do the work of your own will being done in Earth as it is in Heaven.

Business or Pleasure?


In the Helios Biblios, John 14:15 reads “If you have ahavah for me, you will be shomer mitzvot regarding my commandments.” I intentionally have shared it as it is rendered in the Orthodox Jewish Bible because it actually reveals more of the context of the verse than either the King James or New International versions (the two most popular translations, the latter actually being more consistent with the original scrolls). ⁣

The word “Ahavah” (אהבה), typically expressed in the English language as LOVE actually means something quite different than what we have been conditioned to perceive LOVE to be. Ahavah is action-expressed affection towards someone or something. It is, essentially, contributing to the joy of another, but in the context of the Great Law, it is important to understand that it is an action that reflects how one feels about Self. You can only Ahavah others commiserate with how you Ahavah yourself. ⁣

Shomer mitzvot (שומר מצוות) is a phrase literally meaning a guardian or observer of commandments. When you apply this principle expressed by the Nazarene Master to all areas of life, it could actually be considered the most manipulative verse of scripture in the entire Bible. This is why, however, it must always be viewed consistent with the mitzvot Gadol (מצוות גדול), or “Great Commandment”, which is, again, that you LOVE your neighbor as you LOVE yourself. ⁣

LOVE is first affection for Self expressed in action towards yourself. This is actually as simple as knowing what satisfies your Soul, and making the satisfaction of your Soul your highest priority. You must observe and guard the commandments of your own heart. When you have perfected this, there is no fear of judgment. Thus, LOVE is not an exchange. When it is an act of LOVE it isn’t done to gain anything. An act of LOVE is a manifestation of personal happiness. Sin, then, is really just doing things for a reason other than it is what makes you happy. ⁣

Self-LOVE looks good on you.


⁣Now, let’s apply this knowledge to the statement *For the ahavas hakesef (love of money) is the shoresh (root) of kol hara’ot (all evils), which some, craving, were thereby led away from the emunah and pierced themselves with many machovim (sorrows).” The word Emunah (אמונה) doesn’t mean faith in the context Western culture uses it. It is not a subject-based action, but is action oriented involving active support. So, acting as a guardian of the commandments of money leads you away from supporting your own happiness, which is the root of accountability. ⁣

Manifestation, in its purest form, is simply the revelation of the Self-LOVE within the individual, unlike attraction, which is trading something Inherent in exchange for something adscititious, or alien, to Self. When you are doing what you are doing only to receive money, you are devaluing yourself, as you are blatantly declaring money to be worth more than your happiness. Then, it is strictly business, and when behavior is strictly business, you are selling your Soul as a slave to whomever holds the money. On the contrary, when you do what you do because it makes you happy, you are walking in your integrity (Holiness), which is actually the meaning of “with God* (versus against God). ⁣

WITH GOD, nothing shall be impossible to you. This is because you alone are Master of your happiness, and The Universe, in entirety, serves you when you are obedient to the Great Law. When you are one with your Highest Self, you will begin to discover that everything you desire begins to be revealed to you. What is for you cannot be bought really. Even though money is used as a man-made medium of exchange, people will begin to give you money just for you being you. Then it isn’t business. It’s pleasure. ⁣

You choosing the liberty of happiness over the slavery of laborious activity is what actually causes the adscititious to Naturally add to the righteousness, peace, and joy already inherent within you. This is what is expressed in Matthew chapter 6, when the Nazarene Master declares “No one is able to serve two adonim (masters). For either he will have sinah (hatred) for the one and ahavah (love) for the other, or he will be devoted to the one and despise the other. You cannot serve Hashem and Mammon (Money). Therefore, I say to you, Do not have a LEV ROGEZ (anxious heart) about your life, what you might wear or what you might drink, nor for your basar, what you might put on. Is not life more than okhel (food) and basar more than malbush (clothing)? Look to the OPH HASHOMAYIM (birds of heaven), for they do not sow nor reap nor gather into storehouses, and your Av shbaShomayim (Father in Heaven) feeds them. Are you yourselves not worth more than they? And who among you by a LEV ROGEZ is able to add to his life span one cubit? And why have a LEV ROGEZ (anxious heart) about malbush (clothing)? Observe the lilies of the field, how they grow. They do not labor nor spin. But I say to you that not even Shlomo HaMelech (King Solomon) in all his kavod (glory) was clothed as one of these. And if Hashem thus clothes the grass of the field that exists today and tomorrow is thrown into a furnace, how much more will he clothe you, you ones of little emunah? Therefore, do not have a LEV ROGEZ, saying, What might we eat? or What might we drink? or With what might we clothe ourselves? For all these things the Goyim (the other people/nations) strive. For your Av shbaShomayim (Father in Heaven/your own Soul) bavorn (anticipates) that you need all these things. But seek first the Malchut Hashem (Kingdom of God) and the Tzidkat Hashem (righteousness of God), and all these things will be added to you. Therefore, do not have a LEV ROGEZ for tomorrow, for makhar (tomorrow) will care for itself. Each day has enough tzoros of its own.”⁣

Turn up for yourself! It’s what you are here for.



This is even the true, esoteric revelation of the Feast Days we are in the midst of. Yom Kippur (יום כיפור), or Day of Atonement, is actually a Holy Day of repentance back to The Most High Self. It’s all about reflection on what is your own Inherent Divinity, and getting back to being guardian of your own happiness instead of the idolatry of people-pleasing and the LOVE of money. This is where your real harvest comes from. This is exactly how your solar plexus and sacral chakras become rivers of living water. The solar plexus chakra is your upper belly, the area responsible for Self-esteem and confidence. Your sacral chakra is just below the belly button, and it is the seat of your creativity. These two are the great pleasure centers of the Self. This is where manifestation, as birthing, occurs. ⁣

So, what’s LOVE got to do with it? Everything when you realize that only what you do for LOVE/Self will last. This is the Kingdom that will not pass away. Find what truly makes you happy, and you will never work another day in your life.

Only you can make you happy!

You Are the Solution You Seek

Gautama Buddha was an ancient Nepalese Master and Teacher who lived in India during the 5th and 4th centuries B.C.E


If you are looking for the savior of the world, search no farther than the nearest mirror. The culture isn’t changed by your elections, emotions, or evangelism. The world is healed by your example. As it is written, a chain is only as strong as its weakest link. Each link compromising our world is accountable for its own strength through Self-mastery. ⁣

Nothing weakens the individual quite like distractions. This is why we are taught, from our infancy, to focus our studies on everything else around us instead of knowledge of Self. When we are attached to what is going on in the world, we lower our own vibrations, and we forget our own power. ⁣

Our significance is in our authenticity, so we strengthen ourselves by our commitment to Self-discipline. Anger, sadness, and depression enslave you while Self-LOVE liberates you. The choice is entirely yours whether to be a slave to the world or a Master of Self, but you cannot be both. ⁣

To be a Master of Self you must be unbothered by what is attempting to infiltrate your heart and mind. The same resolve with which you set boundaries with the other people around you who kill your vibe must be applied to the situations of this world. ⁣

Righteousness, peace, and joy are the Kingdom of God, which is wholly inherent. You are not going to enter into the Kingdom proselytizing to the world concerning all that you perceive as wrong with it. You enter the Kingdom by repentance- that is turning your attention away from the world and its influence, and back to the Set-apart Influence within. ⁣

There is a parable, attributed to the Essene Master about the Kingdom of God.:

Then said he, Unto what is the kingdom of God like? and whereunto shall I resemble it? It is like a grain of mustard seed, which a man took, and cast into his garden; and it grew, and waxed a great tree; and the fowls of the air lodged in the branches of it. And again he said, Whereunto shall I liken the kingdom of God? It is like leaven, which a woman took and hid in three measures of meal, till the whole was leavened.

Though the church would have you believe this is talking about a commission to preach the message of Christianity. However, it has nothing whatsoever to do with preaching. Yeast, or leaven, is an agent of fermentation. Whatever active yeast is added into expands. So, the principle here is simply that of consistently being your true Self in the midst of a world that needs to be lifted. Yeast is a change agent, but it doesn’t change the environment it is added to by focusing on the environment. In fact, it pays no attention at all to the environment it is placed into. The leaven hides in the midst of the environment, as it is, and causes its presence to be known in how the environment rises with it.

Each of us is a type of leaven inherently. However, when leaven is agitated, as any true baker will tell you, it is deactivated, and loses its power to change the environment it is in. Instead, the environment changes the leaven, and the leaven becomes just as deflated as the environment already is before it was added to the environment.

Bread dough rises by introducing active leaven to it during the mixing process.

If you want your “bread” to rise, you must choose accountability. You cannot allow yourself to become a product of your environment. To give your attention to what causes you discomfort in this world is to choose to be a victim. The true Gospel of the one called Jesus Christ was never one of looking for him to save you and redeem the world. His message was one of repentance, or returning to the instructions written upon your innermost being, and no longer being influenced by the world. The “Holy Spirit”, as the church calls it, is actually the Set-apart Influence within each of us, reminding us of who we truly are as autonomous, sovereign, significant beings.

Though the world has done all it can to make you forget, return to who you always have been, before family, religion, school, and culture indoctrinated you to become something else.

The Community of Church and State

The U.S. Capitol (Seat of the United States Government)
The Vatican (Seat of the Holy Catholic [Universal] Church)


𝗴𝗼𝘃𝗲𝗿𝗻𝗺𝗲𝗻𝘁 (𝗻.)⁣

late 14c., “act of governing or ruling;” 1550s, “system by which a thing is governed” (especially a state), from Old French governement “control, direction, administration” (Modern French gouvernement), from governer “to steer, be at the helm of; govern, rule, command, direct,” from Latin gubernare “to direct, rule, guide, govern,” originally “to steer, to pilot”(see govern). Meaning “governing power” in a given place is from 1702. Compare governance.⁣



𝗴𝗼𝘃𝗲𝗿𝗻 (𝗻.) ⁣

late 13c., “to rule with authority,” from Old French governer “steer, be at the helm of; govern, rule, command, direct” (11c., Modern French gouverner), from Latin gubernare “to direct, rule, guide, govern” (source also of Spanish gobernar, Italian governare), originally “to steer, to pilot,” a nautical borrowing from Greek kybernan “to steer or pilot a ship, direct as a pilot,” figuratively “to guide, govern” (the root of cybernetics). The -k- to -g- sound shift is perhaps via the medium of Etruscan. Intransitive sense from 1590s. Related: Governed; governing.⁣



Why does any free-thinking sentient being need to be controlled or guided as a ship, unless the one controlling or guiding wishes to control or guide for its own purpose rather than the inherent purpose of the vessel? If you understand government for what it truly is, instead of the mask it wears to deceive you, even the Bible will make sense to you apart from religious hypocrisy. ⁣

There is a reason Christianity places such an emphasis on “the Kingdom”, especially the Jehovah’s Witnesses, except they misrepresented the Kingdom to actually subliminally reinforce Roman imperialism. Have you ever noticed the stark similarities between political campaigning and evangelism? The politicians and preachers each send out witnesses to testify in the community of why the people need to choose to be ruled over by their candidate or congregation. ⁣

The only true government, however, is autonomy, and even the writers of the TaNaKh bore this out in the texts. Yes, most are familiar with the Essene Master, when asked by the Pharisees to show them the Kingdom (remember that the Pharisees were not at all followers of this Master) responded by declaring to them not to go anywhere others tell them to go claiming the Kingdom is in any of those places, because the “Kingdom is within you”. The Kingdom is within even the Pharisees, who didn’t believe in Jesus. ⁣

Long before this, the writer(s) of Jeremiah stated that the new covenant wasn’t like the old covenant that required people to follow laws presented to them by others. Instead the new covenant is that Torah is written upon your innermost being, and you have absolutely no need for anyone to teach you anything. Everyone will know his or her own way for him or herself. So this is why you must be born again in order to enter the Kingdom- at birth you are free of domestication; you are saved from indoctrination. ⁣

The only way into the Kingdom is to repent; that is to return to obeying your own Soul versus choosing to have idols controlling and guiding you. Likewise, when you have repented and entered the Kingdom you no longer have a desire to control and guide others. You LOVE others as you LOVE yourself. The government now uses the media to disseminate their propaganda to get you to choose to be their slaves, as well as continuing to use their agents in the communities. ⁣

Ironically, Christianity is doing the same thing, and in many ways are intermingling the message of their idolatry with the agenda of the state. Though this was actually the plan all along. The goal has always been to force the people to all think alike, because it makes them so much easier to control then. They then use those who willfully submit to these human governments to try to shame and bully the rest in fear, so that they would choose slavery too. They just didn’t realize that some of us are just too powerful to ever be house broken. ⁣

Their lies of future reward and threats of punishment don’t move us. I LOVE myself enough that I don’t need the acceptance nor approval of another. My Pattern and I are one, so I don’t need a sky daddy, a president, a governor, or any other entity to rule over me. I AM that I AM, and I have the receipts to show that I AM God and King. I AM just not the God religion introduced you to, or the King politicians invented for you (i.e. the Constitution). ⁣



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Who Dreams of Working?



I know that most people, when they read or hear the word domestication, immediately think of chattel slavery, but chattel slavery is only the most blatant, but least employed, form of domestication. Domestication is actually any attempt to subvert Nature by means of control. In sentient beings, reward and punishment are the tools of domestication. ⁣

Nature is Divinity. As much as the Father is the unseen “God” within us, the Mother is the visible “Goddess”, the Material of all life. This is why from ancient times Earth is referred to as the Mother. Earth and Her children are even more inextricable than a king and his kingdom. Yes, Consciousness and His children are also inextricable, but we only experience through the world around us (including our own bodies; the “temple of the Holy Spirit”).⁣

Divinity, in the form of Nature is wild. Consciousness is the only rightful government of our being. Consciousness has an autonomous life path for each of us, but when human government gets involved, it seeks to break our Nature, much like dogs and cats are house broken. As much as people celebrate their nations and their governments, nations, as they are today, and governments only exist to actually limit, not protect, the freedoms of the people. Think about it: every benefit you think you are receiving from the government happens only after you forfeit something to them first. That is even true for theocracy, i.e. government by “God” (which is really government by organized religion). You have to submit your all under the authority of the government to receive the blessing of the government. ⁣

It amazes me that this truth is actually written in the Navi’im (see Jeremiah 31;30-34), yet those who claim to be Bible believers are oblivious to it, or either just ignorant of it. Nonetheless, the problems of the world have been created by the governments of the world, typically to reward those who are most faithful to the governments by way of indulgences. The laws enacted by governments are written to favor their own immediate interests, and the interests of their friends, even at the expense of the health, wealth, and freedom of citizens of their jurisdiction. ⁣

By way of indoctrination, these same entities then convince the masses of the need for certain vocations (think, primarily, physicians and attorneys) in response to the very societal problems the entities created themselves. Thus, many of these jobs are dependent upon the people never achieving manumission through Self-mastery. If you are healed, those who make a living off your domestication are out of a career. So why would they ever help you to not need them? This is the exchange you make when pursuing certain occupations as a dream.

The Nature of Relationships


This is not to take away anything at all from gender identity, nor gender equality. I actually wholeheartedly believe that gender identity is a reflection of individual Nature, which is borne from the heart and not the mind, and that, as it relates to vocation, women can do anything men can do, and should be compensated the same. Even with all that said, there are some things that are undeniable about Nature that are pertinent to the way we experience, especially romantic, relationships. ⁣

There is one Universal Law, and that is the Law of Reciprocity. Everything else called a law is only an instruction, because they require submission in order for them to actually work. The Law, though, operates with or without consent. It is Nature at its highest. In every segment of creation, sowing and reaping is infallible. ⁣



Now, understanding this, only “humans” defy Nature. It is how domestication is carried out. So let’s take a look at the Masculine and Feminine principles within the Law of Reciprocity. The Masculine Being is the husbandman. The Masculine is the seed bearer. The Masculine is the Gardener. The Feminine is the Garden. This is the most important factor to grasp to manifest a balanced relationship. ⁣

Our Nature is that of horticulture. If even a baby is left to its own resources, the baby is going to consume low hanging fruits. As the baby grows, the child will begin to consume higher hanging fruits. That’s Nature. No one has to teach a baby to do that. Hunting, however, is not Natural. It is something that has to be learned. ⁣

The husbandman doesn’t hunt, but he cultivates. The Garden doesn’t sow. She receives the seed, and multiplies it. Men of this generation are so unnatural that they actually expect women to supply them with fruit before they ever sow any seed whatsoever. Women have been so abused that they now feel like they actually do have to “bring something to the table” in order to be worthy of a relationship with a man. ⁣

If a man has Self-LOVE, which requires that he knows himself, he would realize that the woman is the table. It is his job to dress the table, then the table will feed him until he is full. The Masculine is designed according to Nature to first sufficiently build himself as a husbandman before he sets out to have a relationship with a Garden. When he abhors his own Nature, he is obviously going to abhor the Nature of the Feminine. ⁣

Feminine Being, in perfect Self-LOVE, accept nothing less than a Masculine Being sowing righteous seed into you spiritually, mentally, emotionally, financially, and then physically. If you don’t feel safe in all these areas, keep waiting. You deserve it just because of who you are. ⁣

These same principles apply no matter the gender identity. If you identify as a Masculine Being according to your Nature, these things are within you. Find them first before trying to find your Feminine Being. If you identify as a Feminine Being, a Masculine Being who knows himself, and thus has perfected Self-LOVE, will present himself to you as a husbandman, without an expectation of you proving anything to him. This is because he comprehends the Law of Reciprocity, and knows that he simply has to supply you with a safe place to bear fruit, and you will be your best Self.

Ain’t No Real Martyrs Bihh!


I should first explain what it actually means to be a Master/Mistress, Lord/Lady. Let us examine how university education actually gives us a clear picture of the purpose of true education as it pertains to life. There are four basic types of degrees one can earn from college.⁣

The first degree level is the associates. An associate degree means that the individual is associated with the subject matter. In life, Self is the actual subject of our studies. It is the study of other subjects that distracts us from our true major. I AM my major, and all else in the world that I choose to be intimate with are my minors. ⁣

After the associate degree, meaning that I AM generally associated with the I AM that I AM as the subject matter, I AM able to achieve the bachelor’s degree. The bachelor’s degree means I AM eligible to be more intimate with the subject than to just be associated with it. Think of it in terms of associates and friends. ⁣

Then, after completing bachelor’s level studies, one can go on to achieve a Master’s degree. The Master’s degree, as it pertains to Self, means that one is able to sufficiently govern Self, as one with a university Master’s degree demonstrates an intimate knowledge of the subject.⁣

The doctorate level degree is awarded to those who not only are intimate with the subject, but also equipped to teach others how to Master the subject. The true doctor doesn’t fix others. The doctor teaches others how to Master the subject for themselves. ⁣

Comprehending all of this, as a Master Healer, I had the pleasure of coming to Self-mastery, thus healing myself instead of holding out hope that someone else would heal me. As a doctor, i.e. Master Teacher, I get the pleasure of teaching others how to free (heal) themselves. ⁣

None of us can even heal another living Being, because the accountability for healing is entirely on each individual, after the Master Healer and Teacher (doctor) has discipled them in Self-mastery. Thus none of us can go back in history to heal those who came before us. Either they healed themselves during their lifetimes or they died broken. We also cannot go into the future to heal our descendants. The most we can do is set an example for them, that they still must choose whether or not to follow.⁣

People these days are actually interrupting their own healing thinking about how to heal other people and generations. That obsession with genealogies is a subversion of domestication keeping the masses from achieving manumission by reinforcing the lie of accountability for others. We each must save ourselves, because ain’t nobody coming to save you Otis!⁣




Understanding in LOVE

Most people fail to see how understanding is the most significant, voluntary manifestation of LOVE. Our natural, Divine state is LOVE. From our incarnation, LOVE is who we are. It is not until domestication overtakes us that we forget who we are, and begin to conform to the lies projected onto us by our various communities. You hear so much these days about LOVE languages, but many still fail to recognize that LOVE is a means of communication, and it is intended to be our only method of communication. People often say that communication is key in relationships, but without comprehension, communication is futile. ⁣





Babies, innately, are LOVE, and that LOVE (i.e. acceptance) of everything inspires a natural desire for understanding in them. Every time they are introduced to a new component of this existence, they begin to investigate it. Why do they do this? They have the natural desire to know how all things fit into their lives. It isn’t until parents begin to project judgment onto them, sometimes to the point of punishment, masquerading as correction, that they begin to fear understanding, and defining certain things, and their own nature, as “bad”. ⁣





Once those innocent ones lose their desire for understanding, it is replaced by prejudice. Prejudice is but a manifestation of ignorance, and ignorance is the absence of understanding. You see,, those babies,, inherently, engage with people, places,, and things to get an understanding of each, and they then accept each as they are,, and they govern themselves in accountability from there. Once they understand how that person, place, or thing makes them feel, they accept them as they are, and establish boundaries for themselves pertaining to such, rather than trying to change them to suit their fantasies for them, unlike adults. ⁣






This has not only led to people no longer pursuing understanding, but maybe even more harmful, many have no desire to be understood. This begins with the intolerance that comes from our programmed prejudices. I have noticed that many claim to want coexistence and harmony, but then get upset when someone expresses their inability to understand them, towards the goal of understanding them. It isn’t about teaching someone how to LOVE us, as much as it is allowing someone to LOVE us. We build so many walls of separation because, while LOVE is natural, judgment has become normal. ⁣





Self-LOVE is a matter of Self-acceptance, which provokes a desire for innerstanding. Innerstanding is actually the highest state of acceptance in LOVE, as it empowers us to identify our own Divine Nature, and then better recognize how others align in the expression of that Divine Nature. Once we have established that Innerstanding, it is entirely natural to seek understanding of the Divine Nature of others. Then when we identify the Divine Nature of others, it is so easy to recognize the compatibility of your Divine Nature with the Divine Nature of that other person. You don’t then seek to break their Divine Nature, by demanding that they change to suit you. You simply accept their Divine Nature, and conduct yourself accordingly based on the understanding of the natural compatibility of the two. ⁣





This life is like the most immaculate puzzle, and you are presented with the task of, artistically,, reassembling the puzzle to its original glory. In order to accomplish this, as Creator of your reality (i.e. God), you MUST BE, unapologetically, LOVE. This is your world, and the only way your world will be as your Soul wills it to be is to comprehend where each piece fits. I leave you with this reminder from a letter written during the latter part of the first century of the common era: ⁣

Love is patient and kind, not jealous, not boastful, not proud, rude or selfish, not easily angered, and it keeps no record of wrongs. Love does not gloat over other people’s sins but takes its delight in the truth. Love always bears up, always trusts, always hopes, always endures.⁣





There can be no understanding without patience and kindness. Where jealousy is allowed to reign, understanding will never be achieved. When you desire understanding, you can’t be overly boisterous, and you have to set your pride to the side. Rudeness and selfishness create walls of division that hinder communication. (Selfishness is a reflection of the absence of Self-LOVE, as is utter selflessness). You can’t be angry and gain understanding, nor can understanding come when you are consumed with judgment. Understanding of others comes from accepting them as they are, instead of inventing a fantasy of them in your mind, and that is how you accept responsibility for the world you create for yourself, rather than blaming others for what your world has become.

The Domestication of History

Those who are ignorant of their own autonomous significance seek validation in group association. History is typically written by either those who have no concept of their Highest Selves, or those who sympathize with groups of people who portray themselves as victims. Masters have no need for history to justify their Self-worth. All the evidence a Master needs is in his own personal experience. He doesn’t rely on the legends and mythoi of generations past and ancient cultures. He created his own legacy by writing his destiny, moment by moment. The Master takes it upon himself to create the world he desires, according to his own will and inherent divinity. The Master is not limited by the standards of the past, nor the restrictions of his peers. He exists as an accountable creator, taking everything made available to him, with gratitude, and making it into something greater than what he began with.

This is exactly why we are admonished to avoid foolish controversies, genealogies, arguments, and quarrels about the law, because these things are pointless and worthless. We have no way of even proving any of it. All we can prove is what we have experienced ourselves, and we have no need to prove any of that to anyone. Our truth is just that: OUR truth… and it is able to stand apart from the experience, opinion, or perspective of any other being. We ought not waste our time and energy trying to manipulate the perspective of others, rather concerning us or history. Instead, we are to gather the great opportunities afforded us to do that which is within our own heart’s to do.

From our earliest days, we are programmed to be manipulators. Our parents baptize us into this culture of punishment and reward, and to remain in that matrix is to choose to be slaves. The reality is that as long as we are making decisions for the hope of being accepted, we will never be free. Salvation will forever evade us as long as we continue to believe that salvation is something that can be given or withheld. No one is coming to save any of us. In fact, none of us are even really bound. The chains are imaginary. They began as the words of our families- telling us that if we did whatever pleased them we would be rewarded, but if we did what displeased them, we would be punished. This is where history began to lose its validity, because we were programmed to manipulate it to ensure reward rather than punishment.

We learned blame instead of accountability. Whenever we were not accepted for who we are, we immediately sought justification for why we were unable to please the people whom we most longed to be accepted by. So, in the face of their judgment, we learned to manipulate the facts, and create villains; antagonists even, who were responsible for our failure to live up to the expectations of others. This turned into group identification. We then developed concepts of generational curses; the idea that we are predisposed to certain negative behaviors because of the actions of “sinners” or “oppressors” before us. Our disconnection from our inherent divinity led us to seek identity as part of groups that we thought could protect us from the punishment of the world around us. The problem, though, then became that entire groups of people were being punished by the world, or even by “God”, and this victim mentality continues to be perpetuated to this very day.

Some think that by rewriting the historical narrative to say that we actually came from greatness, and that all the great accomplishments throughout history were achieved by people like us, that we are reclaiming our power. The truth is that we are actually just further relinquishing our authority as Divine Beings. In doing that, you are still doing nothing but relying on someone else’s story to validate you. You still don’t have any significance of your own. You are nothing more than a slave still, but now just to someone else’s favorable view of you. Yet, you have still failed to define yourself for yourself. You continue to lose your own Soul trying to satisfy the world.

As I often quote Audre Lorde, “If I didn’t define myself for myself, I would be crunched into other people’s fantasies for me, and eaten alive.” This is still unequivocally true. Who I AM exists wholly apart from any and everyone and thing else. I AM not “black”. I AM not African. I AM not African-American. I AM not my family name. I AM not my hometown or my neighborhood. I AM Sahaquiel Avir Yeriel. I AM a Father. I AM a Husbandman. I AM LOVE. I AM abundance. I AM health. I AM all these things inherently. None of these are conditions of any relationships I have. Not even history can limit my capacity to be the I AM that I AM.

Please don’t misunderstand me, and assume I AM suggesting you should utterly dismiss everything that has ever happened in the past. No! However, you cannot continue attributing all of your power to what someone else told you about your ancestors. It all sounds good, and might even make you feel good about yourself, but if you put stock in those stories, you give them the power to define you. If you find out that what you believed is a lie then you no longer have an identity. What if you are not the descendant of slaves, but are actually the descendant of slave owners? Or what if you are not indigenous to America, but actually directly come from Ireland, or East Asia? Does that take away from who you are as an individual? In this domesticated culture it has become a badge of honor to be associated with marginalized groups of people, and the reality of it is because this society is guilt-ridden. Most of the population accepts judgment that is not theirs to bear, and all because of the manipulation of history. What if we began simply acknowledging our own experiences, but not to blame anyone? What if we stopped being caught up in what we have been told happened when none of us were present, and decided instead to just be accountable for what we do with each moment; each day? Everyone is still trying to make people pay for the past, as if anything from the past can actually be changed. That unforgiveness harbored by so many does so much more to avert the manifestation of healing and abundance than all of the alleged acts of history combined. As long as we are consumed still with what we are told happened, we choose to remain slaves to the oral traditions passed on to us. Whatever happened happened. It is up to me to choose to remain there or move forward. Besides, I can’t repeat something that I have no idea ever occured.

We have people clinging to restrictions and rules written in books, all because they want to be a special people. If you need to be part of a particular family, a particular community, a particular nation, a particular career path, a particular belief system in order to be special, there is actually nothing special about you at all. What makes you holy is not the group you belong to. It is not your history or lineage. It is the truth that there is no one else in all of The Universe like you, and that is your superpower. The only real freedom is in being. Be utterly limitless, unrestricted by the reward or punishment of others. Live freely to create your own happiness, on your own terms. Stop allowing others to confine you to their ideal for you, rather based on their own history, or the history they have chosen to identify themselves with. Even with the science of DNA, none of us actually KNOW if it is accurate or not, and we really should stop relying on any of it to define us. Anything we give the power to define us, we render ourselves slaves to… and you cannot be a slave AND a Master.

Our compulsion with history is a hybrid of comfort and fear. It is gross contentment with the status quo which we despise, paired with our trepidation with the unknown. Though we are unhappy with what is and has been, we are unwilling to do what is necessary to create something entirely new. It’s as if we are stuck at the question “Why reinvent the wheel?” So, most people would rather just seek to improve upon “the wheel”. However, we this fixation on history, we are holding ourselves accountable for maintaining a mess we didn’t create, and/or fixing that which we didn’t break. We have all heard the adage “If it isn’t broken, don’t fix it”, but it is broken. It has been broken for many millennia, and no one is willing to do what it takes to actually get a new one.

This is exactly why we need Thanos. Yet, our world still roots for, and longs to be, the Avengers. Avengers are doing nothing but preserving the rudiments of archaic systems of domestication and control. We are on the precipice of an entirely new age, yet those who desire the new to resemble what they choose to believe the old was are in the way. They are in the way, and lazy. We are created, at the least, to be creators. We are inventors and magi, not maintenance workers. We are Masters, not slaves. However, in order to be the fullness of the I AM that I AM, I must relinquish EVERYTHING else I AM domesticated to be.

We keep looking back at bridges we have crossed, making sure we are able to go back again. We ought to be burning those bridges instead. If you pay attention, it’s as if The Universe is attempting to assist on in moving on into our destinies as Divine Beings. The Universes is making us uncomfortable in many of our relationships. It is essentially forcing us to practice non-attachment. All the people, places, and things we had history of comfort with are disintegrating. We have the brilliant opportunity to go forward in power, but our longing for the reward of acceptance and approval, as indications of significance, keep us bound to the illusion of validation. So, when we should be creating the world of our dreams, we are still simply consuming the world of our foreparents’ nightmares. No matter how we view our ancestors- as enslaved, as oppressed, as noble, or as strong- we ARE NOT our ancestors. We are not any of those generations who have gone on before us.

I know who my ancestors claimed to be, who others told me they were, AND exactly who I AM. None of them are the same.

I actually, personally, say it with ALL disrespect. I AM NOT my ancestors. Not the ones who ruled nations. Not the ones who were enslaved in the Americas. I AM not the award-winning educators, the accomplished athletes, the skilled musicians, the esteemed freemasons, nor the inspirational preachers. I AM not the wealthy emperors, the famed astrologers, nor the wise mathematicians. I AM altogether Set-apart. I AM someone the likes of which this world has never seen before, and I refuse to settle for being another anything. I AM a type of Melchizedek- having no Mother or Father, I AM before Abraham was, per se. Not only do I not need history for validation, it is actually history that has robbed me of my true significance. All these years, my capacity for belief in Self had been stunted by what others told me of history, and I AM choosing to no longer accept that as my truth. I don’t care about what they were supposedly unable to do. HIS-story ain’t got a damned thing to do with me. I AM responsible for MYstory, and I AM the mystery of MYstory. So, I shall write it as the author and finisher of MY faith.

It’s time to break the alabaster box…

What if generational wealth is even just another form of control? One generation is seeking to predict how it is historically viewed by future generations. No matter what we do today, we are powerless to dictate the effect our decisions have on our offspring. As much as we may believe we are setting them up for success, we are still seeking to define how they must view success, and that makes us no different from those before us whom we have come to identify as colonizers and oppressors. A lot of parents make financial decisions for their children that their children wouldn’t desire for themselves. So many decide to build a future for others without the consent of those whom they claim to be building that future for, then they place the burden of maintaining that which was built upon them, against their will. I have seen families fall apart because the parents had owned property that the children wanted nothing to do with. The family expects the next generation to just consent to following the same path of the previous generation, and I AM beginning to see just how enslaving that can be. For us to enjoy the salvation available to us, we MUST let go of our attachment to the ideals and standards of all others, historical and familial.

The Good Life (Well Below the Federal Poverty Level)

$814

That’s my monthly income. That’s a fixed amount. Yep. You read it right. Yes, I live in the United States of America. Yes, it is 2021. Now, don’t read that as a pull on your heart strings necessarily. I AM sharing this so that you might get a deeper look into my life. I want you to comprehend what it really is to be a Master.

Most who know of me; have some sense of familiarity with me, know me to be rather brilliant. There’s not a lot that I AM ignorant of in the world. I AM well-read, articulate, studious, and charismatic. Most would tell you that is a winning combination for financial and worldly success.

That is not always the case though. See, I have come to comprehend myself as a microcosm of The Universe on a very deep, intimate level. I AM, as a Master, manifesting balance and order in this world. If you have been “around” me for a few years now, you have certainly heard the phrase Tikkun Olam.

So, what is Tikkun Olam, and what does the concept have to do with the intent of this discourse? Tikkun Olam, in simplicity, means the correction or healing of the world in Hebrew. It is primarily a Kabbalistic concept through which oneness and harmony are restored to The Universe.

Let me backtrack several years now. Let’s say thirty years to be precise. On February 14, 1991, as a senior in high school, I began dialysis for end stage renal disease. At that point, I was only expected to live about another eleven years. Prior to being diagnosed with chronic kidney disease during my sophomore year, in the fall of 1988, I was an athletic, outgoing, honor student. Upon my initial diagnosis, I was prescribed high doses of prednisone.

I went from being the life of the party to crying sensitively, akin to what is often associated with PMS or even menopause. I was a fucking mess most of the time, but still had to show up for school everyday. Life wasn’t easy, but I have always been exceptional. Add to all that the fact that my body was now swelling like the Stay-Puft Marshmallow Man, and my friends and classmates got a kick out of being able to push deep indentations in my ankles, and I had become somewhat of a sideshow.

Now, the kidneys themselves are already the central organ of the endocrine system, which regulates all the glandular function of the body (which is responsible for the balance of all your hormones). Just the kidney function itself being off can throw a curve ball in the life of even the most stable of humans. Your emotions become uncontrollable, and considering this onset during adolescence for me, it just exacerbated the natural course of puberty.

I was used to attention though, and like a typical entertainer, I felt all publicity is good publicity. It wasn’t the experience I really wanted though. It wasn’t worth it at all. I was never one for sympathy. I always believed myself to be superhuman. Even as a young boy, I switched regularly between Superman, Batman, Muhammad Ali, The Six Million Dollar Man, and all of the X-Men.

Vulnerability was never my strong suit. A lot of it actually had to do with deep seated feelings of inadequacy though. No matter how many straight A grades I received, how many 99th percentiles I achieved on standardized tests, how many writing accolades I received, or how many oratorical contests I won, I always seemed to find an emptiness inside.

Even as a celebrated preacher, I was unfulfilled. I admit that a lot (most) of it had to do with me identifying my significance on my possessions, and I believed for so long that I was validated by my relationships. Add to that the subconscious dilemma of feeling like relationships had to be earned, or that LOVE essentially had to be purchased, and I spent a great deal of my life trying to buy affection.

Now fast forward back to 2021, and my monthly income. As a child, I also subconsciously developed a false Self-perception that I was a burden. A lot of it came from the absence of freedom to be. There was a standard forced upon me ignorantly that actually grieved my Soul. I honestly never fit. Not in my family. Not in my peer group. Not in my community. That’s not a bad thing though. It is just that we are so programmed in this society that there are certain standards for everything that must be achieved, and family, peer groups, and communities are the most egregious.

I learned early on how to wear masks. I was not just one hell of an actor in school plays, but my everyday life became a grand production. Most of it was because I believed every lie that I told. I wasn’t truly trying to deceive others, but I was trying to be who I felt like I had to be deep down inside. Who I thought I had to be was the best… at everything.

I was always the “smartest”, so on the occasion that I didn’t achieve the perfect score, I was judged harshly, and even whipped. This eventually led me to forging my own grades that I brought home at times. I didn’t always feel up to doing the schoolwork (and in hindsight, it was probably the early symptoms of chronic kidney disease then). So, I attempted to hide that I didn’t ace the test by creating my own report cards and presenting them to my Mom. This was my way of avoiding beatings. I didn’t realize how deeply jaded I had become in that.

I only desired to be accepted. I desired LOVE. None of my peers had the requirements that I had. Even when I did exceptionally well, there was no reward. All of my friends got to go to the parties on the weekend, and hang out with one another, but I had to stay home. An only child, bored, with some other semi-adult responsibility that rather than empower me, only enabled me. I didn’t learn how to be responsible. I simply learned how to better look responsible.

Take the honor student who everyone thought had everything going for him, then watch him barely make it to graduation through overnight peritoneal dialysis treatments EVERYDAY, that often meant being late for school. Dealing with all these new traumas and stresses on the mind and body, then leaving for college four hours from home, with really no true social skills because of being practically sheltered, while abused.

Now, I AM in a dorm room, meeting an entirely new peer group, and finding what I would like to call friends. These new folks knew nothing about me other than that I AM the guy across the hall on dialysis, and a fellow college freshman. It gave me the opportunity to reinvent myself. I finally felt a little bit of freedom, though it was short-lived when I ended up nearly dying Thanksgiving of my first semester at college. That landed me back home, and back to square one.

After my long recovery from pericarditis, I agreed to transfer to the University of Cincinnati, much closer to home. My Mom convinced me that we should be roommates, and get an apartment together… in Springdale, a northern suburb of Cincinnati, which really didn’t save me a lot of time versus if I had commuted daily from Middletown (which is what my Grandmother begged me to do). So, here I AM, nineteen years old, practically a new college student (because I didn’t complete my first semester at the University of Akron before my first near-death experience), and immersed into the world of adult responsibility for the first-time, with a roommate who had lived with her parents her entire thirty-six years of life too. Granted, a roommate whom I had so longed to win the approval of, despite unrealistic expectations.

The Sunday before we moved, I preached my first sermon to a rather full church. I was in my element that day. My true gift was on display. I didn’t have to work to impress anyone. Then, the very next Sunday morning, as it was time to prepare for church, I had a seizure from an electrolyte imbalance. Instead of my first Sunday morning as a licensed minister in the pulpit, I came to in the hospital, not sure at all as to what had happened.

Let me add to all of this that I AM the consummate Capricorn. Driven is an understatement to describe me. I dream bigger than anyone I have ever met, and I believe in everyone of my dreams. I have never been one to make excuses. In fact, I typically try to eliminate all the excuses; not just for myself, but for others. I have tried hard all my life to control how everyone is perceived. I wasn’t just trying to project my own reputation, but I was always trying to protect everyone else’s. If you really know me, you know that I AM going to find a way to celebrate others. I could have been a spin doctor. So, it hasn’t just been about me hiding my own scars, but hiding the scars of others as well.

Having all the knowledge that I have, I have helped hundreds of people over the years to accomplish their goals. As a Christian, I was always looking for ways to serve. My Mom still despises several pastors because of how she feels they took advantage of me. For me, though, I truly believed that by serving them, I would be blessed. I wasn’t completely wrong. The problem is that I didn’t comprehend the law of reciprocity back then. So, I helped everyone I could, freely giving of myself, while many of them took what I gave them, profited from it, and never thought to yield a harvest, or even a “tithe”.

Because of the challenges I have endured with my health, I have not had the opportunity to work jobs like the average individual. For years I felt inadequate because of this. This society equates the value of a man to his income. So, even in my desire to be married and have children, I have always sought to make dreams come true- for my wife, and then our children. Despite the obstacles presented in my way, I have always tried to figure out how to make it happen. I have never been one who easily asks for help. It is hard, most times, for me to even expect compensation for services rendered.

At most of the things I AM gifted to do, I AM one of the best. I AM not going to exhibit some false humility, and act like I don’t know how exceptional I AM at so many things. I have a brilliant mind. I haven’t had the same opportunities to use my mind as many others who I have shared my mind with. I have, literally, done the college coursework for people who have degrees and successful businesses. I have drafted visions and missions for thriving businesses and organizations. I have served as leader of organizations that helped communities. The thing is that I have nothing tangible to show for it. Some of the very people who have pointed this out through the years, are the same ones who have gotten the most advantage from my gifts.

I have had some decent jobs in my life, but by far, EVERY job I have had, I was grossly overqualified for. The issue is that, in this society, there is a cycle of roadblocks. It begins with access to certification. See, education doesn’t always equal skill. I AM more skilled and knowledgeable than most. However, some of the very people who have the degrees can thank me for doing their schoolwork. Many people who don’t know my story would think I AM lazy or an opportunist. The truth is that I AM a hustler. I AM just not a drug dealer, booster, or pimp. I exchange what I legally possess (my mind, knowledge, wisdom, and charisma) for what I have needed. Most people only have value because of the job someone else hired them to do, and thus they look down in judgment upon those who don’t have the job, for whatever reason, but actually have all the skill in the world. This is precisely why it is suggested that if we give to you our spiritual things, shouldn’t we be permitted to receive from you natural things. I have not met a person who will deny the spiritual wisdom that is within me, but because most judge the temporal, they sit in derision of those like me, while they celebrate the ones who can do nothing but offer them that which perishes.

Now, back to my monthly income. I AM certain you are wondering to yourself “how is that even possible?” Well, long story short, I always figure it out. Not only have I survived on (less than) that for years now, I have continued to help others and give whenever I have had opportunity. Even in the midst of my struggles, I have never allowed anyone to see me sweat. I have never really even allowed anyone to see me in need, because I felt like I AM never supposed to need anyone.

I AM a Master. I AM accountable for myself. I AM eternally grateful for those who have lended a hand to me over the years, many without any questions asked. It’s funny though because the people who are often quick to assist me are the people who know nothing whatsoever about my struggles. They are the people who appreciate the I AM that I AM. The people who you would think would expect so much from me are the ones who are constantly there for me.

While my Grandmother was alive, I rarely went without; even though I was often too prideful to even admit to her that I was hurting, on in need. I AM on the verge now of manifesting all my dreams, but the thing that has actually been blocking me is my refusal to be transparent. I AM so used to figuring something out, and that something used to be illegal in the form of passing bad checks. However, I moved to Miami, Florida from Ohio over four years ago, and on $816 (or less) a month, I have always figured it out. It meant that I often had to ask for help with simple things like paying my phone bill or getting back and forth to dialysis, or doctor’s appointments. It also meant I spent a lot of time fasting. It meant that even while hospitalized from surgeries and in pain, I had to muster up the strength to share my gifts just to make a few dollars here and there to pay for my roof over my head.

So, I don’t want you to read this and be sad. I want you to realize that, though you don’t see everyone’s scars, some of us truly live the lives of Gods. We do it because we don’t have the luxury of being human. I AM in the hospital right now, because of complications from a routine surgery, and my phone is off. Though I AM here alone, I AM never alone. All of those who LOVE me, without even fully knowing me, never leave me nor forsake me.

I AM pure of heart, and thus I see God in everyone. I AM not naive, nor in denial. I know that most people are not sincere, but I know all people have the capacity for sincerity. No one, though, was accountable for knowing me, or understanding me. Especially because I wasn’t making myself known. I AM the ingenuity of God, and it is time that I put myself on full display. What I AM building now is an eternal Kingdom. Nothing shall be impossible to me. I can ask or think beyond what any other being I know can, and the power within me is able to do exceeding abundantly above THAT.

You want to know how to do what I have done on what I have done it with? Rather than judge me, ask me how. You may just learn something about your own heart. So, when you read that foxes have holes and birds have nests, but the son of man has nowhere to lay his head, think of it in this context. I AM not homeless. I have never been homeless. At the same time, I have learned how to be content in whatsoever state I AM in. As the winds of change are blowing in my life, watch what happens when you refuse to become weary in well-doing. This is what due-season looks like.

Control, Debt, and Judgment

Control is the most subtle ulterior motive known to man. It is control that keeps us from being able to perfectly LOVE. We desire as humans to control practically everything in our lives including the way others perceive us. It is this innate desire to control that gives rise to the ideas of debt and judgment. Because we are overly concerned with how we are seen in the eyes of others, we are constantly creating means of repaying a debt that is not owed. This is also why it is written “owe no man anything but to LOVE him”.

The reality is that LOVE has no expectations. LOVE is the most liberating, freeing Force in all of The Universe. Not only does LOVE not seek to control any, but it only seeks for each to experience its own highest good. When we reach the place where we are able to relinquish control of the thoughts and feelings of others, we no longer do for others out of a sense of obligation, but instead out of a pure heart of LOVE. If we can ever stop fearing the judgment of others, and worrying about the thoughts others hold towards us, the freedom we will enjoy will be unimaginable. The greatest chain known to man is that of control.

Perfect LOVE is the only way to break the chains that bind. Unfortunately, it seems our nature has been altered by ideas of control. We have lost all semblance of what is natural to us because we have programmed to judgment. Of all the creatures in The Universe, it appears that we are the only ones who attempt to oppose nature. Whereas everything evolves in synchronicity, as a type of chaos magic, we tend to not simply allow what is, so that we can purely enjoy all that there is.

Think of all the ways we seek to dictate how everything else functions. We desire to control how we look to others, and drive ourselves crazy, often, doing so. Everything in life is about people pleasing. Very little is truly governed by pure Self-LOVE and personal happiness. We have traded our accountability for our own feelings for the illusion that we have the power to please anyone else. This occurs so much so that we even try to control the world from the other side of life, while we are still living here. We fail to enjoy every moment because of an excessive concern with how we will be judged in our absence. When we ought to be fully creating our own happiness in every moment, we are instead trying to create a legacy of how we will be viewed decades, centuries, even millennia from now. We are worried about the wrong things. The only way to truly heal the world is to perfectly LOVE Self, and allow others the freedom to do the same.

Instead of doing those things that express our purest desires for Self, we lose our own Souls trying to gain the world. The problem is that, no matter how much we forsake the desires of our own hearts in supposed altruism, we still are powerless to choose how others feel about what we have chosen to do. We are never going to please everyone. In fact, we will never please anyone… except ourselves. Thus, because we are only capable of truly identifying our own pleasure, we must concern ourselves with doing that which is most indicative of Self-LOVE.

All we can ever truly KNOW is Self. Everything [literally, EVERYTHING] outside of Self is purely a belief. It is a figment of our imagination, and the only thing we can control about the external is how we feel about it. So, rather than debt, judgment, or expectation, we ought to always choose to feel LOVE. When we do not feel LOVE from a situation or individual, rather than concern ourselves with how others will perceive our behavior towards it, we reserve the responsibility of our own manumission. It is not their forgiveness we need. It is our own.

To perfectly LOVE ourselves, we must stop being debtors to that which is not our Master. LOVE alone is to be our Master. So, let us stop being slaves to the judgment and opinions of others. Except we give another power over us, none can conquer us. Fear is a response to the unknown, but if we give ourselves more fully to being Self-aware and our Self-presence, we can know ourselves fully, LOVE ourselves perfectly, and stop doing anything out of obligation. Instead, we will do all things in LOVE… and LOVE truly never fails.

LOVE is a Matter of Presence

How many times have we witnessed the story line of someone laboring tirelessly to give another person all the best of the world’s goods, only to learn later that what was needed was their time, their compassion, and their presence? Many of us were spoiled at an early age, and told that the toys and things we were given were expressions of LOVE. Oh, how programmed we have become as a society to think that we should know that we are LOVEd because of having a roof over our heads, clothes on our backs, lights and heat in our homes, and food in the refrigerator. Then, we are called ungrateful and unappreciative when we express a desire for more.

Sadly, because of this programming, we are often unable to articulate what that more is. We are well aware something is missing, but we just can’t gather what it is exactly. So we pursue more material, when it is actually connection that we long for. It is because we have been so indoctrinated to view everything externally first that we fail to go within and find what it is that we are actually missing.

Let us consider the Hindu word NAMASTE. The ancient connotation of the word is greetings or salutations to the Divine Child in your heart. The child within us is inherently divine. We are all born perfectly one with The Most High (LOVE), and it isn’t until we begin to be taught (indoctrinated) the ways of this world that we lose our connectedness to LOVE. It is this LOVE that created EVERYTHING that is. This LOVE is within us, and only is hidden when fear of judgment and condemnation enters. We are judged, then conditioned to judge all else, simply because the world system operates on comparison. The beauty of the namaste is the remembrance of our interconnectedness with all.

Within the realization that we are all inextricable, the principle of manifestation takes effect. This Law of Oneness is the very same as the expression “as within, so without”. So even with our inability to articulate what it is that we are longing for, we naturally look for others to complete us. As much as the concept of needing someone else is frowned upon, it is actually a supreme truth that we are not whole without others. We only need to grasp that, inherently, there is no separation between us. This world outside us is an illusion; a matrix. The way to escape it is to be as present externally as we already are inherently.

This is the way we actually fulfill our mandate as Master Manifestors. It starts with us shifting our focus from the outside to the inside, embracing Self-discipline which produces Self-mastery. When we are Self-mastered we are no longer able to be enslaved by this world system. Self-discipline is not inclusive of how we manage the material. The material is not part of Self. In fact, the material is only limited by our belief in Self. LOVE begins with Self-realization, and is perfected in Self-mastery. The key is to recognize, AND BE, the Highest Self.

It has become “easier” for us, in this society, to labor for things that decay to express LOVE than it is to reclaim our Highest Selves, and give that to one another. We put in hours away from our homes and families, whom we are incarnate to LOVE, in order to give them things that are perishable. The power is within us, however, to manifest all the things that are temporally necessary and desirable. It’s all a matter of tapping into our own Divine Presence. Remember, the Kingdom of God is within.

At your best, you are LOVE!

Belief in LOVE

Belief is such a common concept, but it is not at all a mental exercise in reality. Just as it is written, “Faith without works is dead”, the work of true, living faith is Self-discipline. Whatever one truly believes is not just going to be talked about. It is going to be proven by what is done on a consistent basis.

Most are familiar with the adage that LOVE is an action word, but few realize just how much faith is also an action word. In fact, faith truly does work by LOVE. There is no way around it. Anyone who has faith in Self is going to operate in Self-LOVE, and Self-LOVE is a matter of showing up for Self consistently, even when you don’t feel like it.

LOVE is not a feeling. LOVE is a commitment, and LOVE is the power to do what many would deem impossible. The only way for Heaven to manifest in Earth is for faith and LOVE to work in tandem. When these two are married, quiting is not an option.

LOVE is put to the test by what I do. Though we are Divine BEINGS, the I AM that I AM is emanated in my consistent actions. Whatever I believe about myself is going to be revealed in how I treat myself. Whatever I believe about others is going to be revealed in how I treat them. This is the great commandment in simplicity. I AM to LOVE my neighbor as I LOVE myself.

If I believe I AM healthy, I AM going to LOVE myself by daily doing those things that healthy people do. If I believe Her Eminence is my Divine Feminine Reflection, I AM going to consistently give myself for her, communicate with her, and do for her as I do for myself. Thus, until a man LOVES himself, he is incapable of loving a woman.

My consistency of Self-mastery is the very key that unlocks all the magick of The Universe. Those who intend to do wickedness are often wiser in this than the children of the Kingdom. They practice rituals and routines that enable them to oppress the world. The only way for us to come out from under their spell is to LOVE ourselves more than they hate us.

This is the reason why revolutions falter. More attention is given to the enemies of the Soul than to the LOVE of the Soul. Unfortunately, most efforts for unity of cultures are not rooted in LOVE, but in fear. Once we come into perfect LOVE, we stop being distracted by what others may do to control us, and instead focus on what we believe about ourselves. It is no longer important to us who despises us, because we believe in ourselves, and that belief in Self inspires a LOVE that does not become weary in well-doing, knowing that we will reap whatever we believe, IF WE DON’T GIVE UP.

This is why the writer declares “Love is patient and kind. Love is not jealous or boastful or proud or rude. It does not demand its own way. It is not irritable, and it keeps no record of being wronged. It does not rejoice about injustice but rejoices whenever the truth wins out. Love never gives up, never loses faith, is always hopeful, and endures through every circumstance.” LOVE doesn’t change. Let us perfect our LOVE for ourselves, which becomes manifest in all of our behaviors.

I understand now what Musiq Soulchild meant.

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The Triunity of God

Even if we read the text as it is rendered in English, the Son was always the offspring of the Father (the Word; the Pattern) and the Set-apart Wind. Set-apart, from its earliest usage, has always been indicative of a bride. i.e. Israel is the Set-apart bride of HaShem. It is the Spirit who reveals the will of the Invisible Source to the sons of God.

“The same spirit which raised Christ Jesus from the dead (making him the firstborn from the dead in our innerstanding) quickens your mortal bodies (new birth)”. The word Father comes from the Latin Pater, where we also get the word Pattern. The Father, esoterically, is immaterial. The Mother, however, is how the immaterial is animated. Mother is from the Latin Mater, the root of Material.

As we all live, our Mothers conceived us of the “Holy Spirit”. The very same Wind that is said to have moved upon the face of the waters in a beginning, moves upon every woman for her to conceive a child. All of us are born Gods. We are the physical offspring of the Supreme Consciousness and Its Revealed Glory. We are given the fruit of the tree of the knowledge of good and evil by the hissing enchanter, which is none other than the family we have been born into, convincing us that we have to become something other than who we are in order to be validated.

For this reason, we must be born again. The rebirth requires that we all first die as men. Where it is written “I have said, Ye are gods; and all of you are children of the most High. But ye shall die like men, and fall like one of the princes.”, it is not a curse, but a promise of hope. The whole creation groans in travail awaiting the manifestation of the Sons of God. THIS is our redemption, and why we must all be crucified with Christ.

Everything we are going through in this hour is leading us to the place where we will lay our lives down as men, so that we can raise them back up again as the Gods we are from the beginning. “Arise O Gods, and judge the Earth, for we shall inherit the nations.” The key is that we honor our Pattern and our Material that our days may be long upon the Earth. You see, death is the last great enemy of God. If we let God arise, Its enemies will be scattered, and those who hate it will flee from before It.

The Mystery of Adam in the Mission of Man

Healthy relationships require consistency of presence, primarily on the part of the Divine Masculine. Presence is not just being there, but being full, attentive, responsive, and mission-minded while there.

Most couples are only a couple because the individuals lack Self-LOVE, and thus hope to be validated through their relationships. They marry without knowledge of Self, or innerstanding of their mission. So, the entire relationship is superficial, based wholly on emotions.

Intimacy (in to me see) is the ability to see within Self, first, then within another. None can be truly intimate with another without first being fully intimate with Self. Unhealed individuals have not the capacity for intimacy. They are ruled by judgment, not LOVE.

This is why men are so quick to place expectations on women, then don’t have the wisdom of how to create their expectation with her. Thus, because they have remembered their function as provider (pro-visio: to see ahead), they become weary in well-doing, and faint before their due season comes.

Submission is not a duty of the Divine Feminine. It is a responsibility: RESPONSE ability. It is the DUTY of the Divine Masculine to know himself and his mission, so that he is able to even recognize the Divine Feminine who is able to multiply the seed of his vision. THEN, as he is intimate with himself, he is able to see his strength opposite; his comforter beside him. Her ability to respond is based a lot on his commitment as a Husbandman.

This is the mystery of the Adam allegory. Adam was both Divine Feminine and Divine Masculine in one. The body of Adam was female, while the consciousness of Adam (i.e. the mind of Christ) was male. The consciousness of Adam first innerstood the mission of Adam, and sought a helper to fulfill its mission. When there was no suitable helper found, the consciousness of Adam took sabbatical from searching, and then was able to see the other side (not rib) of itself; the female side/Material.

The two, as one body, join together to fulfill the one mission to be fruitful and multiply, which is not explicitly procreation. It is a mission to fill the Earth with the PRESENCE of “God”, both Masculine and Feminine, revealed in all of creation.

Religion In Its Place

People ask me often what led me to leave Christianity. My answer: I met God, became a man, and put away childish things. See, the heir, as long as he is a child, is no different from the servant, but is under tutors and governors until the time appointed unto him by the Father.

The Father is the Divine Pattern within each of us. The Father is the Torah, or instruction. Each of us has our own Father. We carry the spiritual DNA of our Heavenly Father within us. Those who have the same Heavenly Father, or Divine Pattern, are my true family.

I AM the firstborn of my Father. Those who have received the same spirit as I have are joint-heirs with me. MY disciples are my siblings and friends who do the will of the Father within us. I know them by the spirit.

I and my Father are One, so I don’t need a Bible, a Quran, a church, or a mosque. That is not a knock on those who do, because there was a time that I did too. Now that I AM no longer a child, the Father deals with me face-to-face. I don’t require a mediator.

I have only come for the lost sheep of Yeriel, so that I might be the firstborn among many brethren. My brethren are even as my sheep, and my sheep hear my voice, and another they will not follow. I AM not concerned about any other shepherd’s sheep. They are not my responsibility, but I lay my life down for MY sheep.

The goal is that I AM to be a tutor and governor unto those given unto me until the time appointed unto them by the Father for them to come into their Kingdom. 2013 was right about the time appointed unto me by the Father, and the keys to the Kingdom were then entrusted to me.

I have no desire to be received by all. Those whom receive me receive the Father. Not everyone innerstands the mysteries I speak, so I speak to them in parables. You have some I can talk to openly, but you also have some who, when they should be mature, are still children, and those are they who despise my liberty.

There are those who are unto me as unto Yeshua were Mary Magdalene, the twelve, Lazarus, Mary, and Martha. There are some who are like Nicodemus, Joseph of Arimathea, and the seventy. There are many who are like the multitudes. There are also those who are like the scribes, Sadducees, and Pharisees. Then there are the Yochanan Baptist types, who have their own disciples, also proclaiming mysteries of the Kingdom entrusted unto them. We won’t even get into the Herods, Pilates, and Caiaphases.

Yeriel, my surname, means taught by God. It is given unto me as a mantle for those who are being saved from religion. We are, in the age of Aquarius, forsaking having a form of godliness while denying the power thereof. All of us begin as idolaters, even as it was of “our Father”, Abraham. However, the time comes when the voice of God within us calls unto us to put away all those objects of worship outside of us. It is when we hear, and heed to, that call, that we cross over, and be then Hebrews.

LOVE Is a Seed Before It Is Ever a Fruit

At their core, even all of my Mommy issues are actually Daddy issues. However, it was my own Father who helped me heal my Mommy issues, even from the ancestral realm. Raw Material doesn’t become problematic until it is used abnormally to reveal a Pattern to the world.

Again, Fathers give significance and Mothers nurture. In laymen’s terms, Fathers are responsible for setting the example of the Kingdom, while Mothers reflect the strength and glory of the Kingdom. He is the Gardener, supplying the seed. She is the Garden, yielding the fruit. The family and the mission are the Harvest.

Have you ever seen a fashion show and been appalled by the styles? The Material itself is not appalling. It is the Pattern applied to the Material that made the clothes hideous. Even the “cheapest” Material can be made an invaluable Garment if the Pattern is exceptional.

It is the seed which holds the design, and the Gardener is responsible for the seed. If the crop keeps being off, at some point, the seed needs to be addressed. Yes, climate also goes into the harvest yielded, but the Gardener is still accountable for seeing before, and making the adjustments to compensate for the weather.

That compensation is also innerstanding what type of soil the particular fruit that is envisioned grows in. Tropical fruits don’t grow in Arctic climates. It is still on the Gardener to know what he wishes to harvest (his mission), so that he chooses the proper soil to yield that particular fruit.

This is exactly why heirloom seeds are highly valued. If we keep passing down dysfunctional seeds, we are going to continue harvesting horrible fruit. My responsibility was to recognize that the seed I was given was bad, and work on cultivating a better seed within me.

Now that my seed is healed, I AM ready to begin planting my Garden. I also had to find the soil fit for growing my fruit, and still have to cultivate that soil to be ready to receive my seed. The Husbandman cultivating the soil is akin to a God providing security for a Goddess. LOVE does this, but LOVE is so much more what a God is than what a God says.

When God Gave Me You

The mindset of not needing anyone is a trauma response. The type of fear Russell Wilson is referring to is not trepidation, but wisdom and honor. As a Divine Masculine Being and true Father, I (we) understand that there is a dimension of the mission that cannot be fulfilled without my (our) Divine Feminine Reflection and a true Mother.

In creation, all higher manifestation is borne from the oneness of Pattern and Material. It seems that, even in spirituality, many have forgotten the Universal Law of as within, so without. The Earth we experience “below” us is a reflection of the Heaven “above” us. We have come to acknowledge the Trinity of creation as Father, Mother, and Child, but ignore the fact that the disorder of this present world has a lot to do with this mindset of resistance.



No, we should never lose ourselves just to have a relationship, but the truth is that a lot of people run from relationships because they are without knowledge of themselves. There is a prevailing slave and lack consciousness in this society. Everyone is chasing the bag, and then thinking this is an expression of Self-LOVE. Truth is that people chase the bag because they seek validation in the external, temporal, and material.

Abundance is inherent. The wealth most seek is built on foundations of limited resources and competition. For this reason specifically, most of this generation chooses to LOVE things and use people. Most people live as human doings instead of human beings, and they are consumed with finding something to do, because they are unaware of who they are.

In coming into Self-realization as I AM that I AM, I AM also accepting of that I AM not. I AM not so prideful as to behave as if I don’t NEED #her. I AM wise enough to honor #her for what she has multiplied in my life. There is a lot for the אדם that cannot be born apart from the חוה. I overstand that as much as it is my Divine Nature to give significance, it is #her Divine Nature to nurture.



As much work as I do to perfect the Pattern I AM, I AM incomplete without the Material. Yes, I AM whole as a Pattern, without anyone else, but recognizing the purpose of a Pattern, I AM fully conscience of the fact that my purpose is not fulfilled until the Pattern I AM is revealed in the Material She Is. This is the mystery of Christ and the Church, and why I, as a husbandman, must must LOVE the bride as my own body.

So, whatever she requires of me, because I AM fully confident in her as Material, I will prepare that as a seed and offering. My ego and Self-confidence, my Self-actualization, don’t fear losing anything except my garden. As long as I have a garden, I AM assured that I will suffer no lack- physically, emotionally, spiritually, or financially. Yes, the right Goddess should provoke a God to be better.

The Restoration of the Sacred Energy eXchange

I remember taking World Civilization as an elective in college. Something that stood out to me is how differently sex is viewed in tribal culture. In much of the East, it is perceived as completely natural, rather than taboo as it is in the West.

In some tribes, especially those who commonly dwell in huts, the children sleep in the same structure as the parents. The parents don’t attempt to hide their sexuality from their children, and as a result, they grow up without the same curiosity as children do in Europe and America.

Likewise, the people of the East are very rhythmic communities. Dancing is an integral part of the culture. There movements are not perceived as sexual, but as celebration. They celebrate EVERYTHING on Alkebulan. Dance is as significant to their festivities as food and drink. Most of their dances are the very same dances done here in America, but in America they are demonized as sexual.

I say all this, particularly, to point out that there has long been an agenda in the East to subdue the Divine Energy of sex. It is actually that very agenda that has provoked the sexual looseness seen in Europe and America. The nature rebels against the unjust restrictions, refusing to conform.

X Clan had an album entitled “To the East Blackwater”, and it was one of my favorite during high school. I AM now seeing just how The Universe has been trying to get us back to Eastern divinity in so many ways. Still, a great portion of society seeks to halt the rebirth of God.

The church, which is the brain trust of Eastern civilization, is crumbling. Even Christians are returning to inherent divinity, and Rome doesn’t like it. Nevertheless, even the media, particularly television and film, is insidiously interjected holy sexuality back into the culture. It’s just a matter of time before the people are free, and no longer lascivious in their lifestyle.

Conscious New Year

So… All the pseudo-conscious folks are started early about the “fake new year”, and I think it’s time we address it. I say pseudo-conscious, because real consciousness is the recognition of Inherent Divinity and Infinite Oneness. Consciousness is a beyond the veil experience, where duality is understood as an illusion.

If you truly understood creation and frequencies, you would know that the changing of the new year was integral to the shift in consciousness. You are still too stuck in your religious mindsets, giving energy to fallacies of enemies and oppressors, to grasp the wisdom of duality.

Darkness is the Source of All. Light is but the revealing of creation. The new beginning IS now, but only one with the eye to see can perceive this. This people only believes in what you can see as it pertains to natural things, yet believe in a mythos you have never actually seen as it pertains to everything else.



It is by Divine Providence that the new year is now observed January 1. Their logic actually supports abortion, because they equate life to birth rather than conception. The Source IS Conscious Intention. None of this stuff is coincidental. You don’t know that all things ARE working together for your good, so you keep giving your power away to that which is not power.

Considering time is cyclical, not linear, neither concept exists outside of the 3rd dimension. Even thinking of the new year as beginning in spring is a function of the limited human psyche. Only those still living as separate of God call one fake and the other real.

Bereshit (In a beginning/Genesis) is an impregnation and conception. It is when the Sun is hidden in the Earth, NOT when the Sun is borne from the Earth. In the cyclical existence of The Universe, the Eve comes before the Morning. The babies are made under the cover of darkness. The babies are born in the light of day.

This IS the new year in the age of consciousness. We are no longer slaves to the powers, but Masters of the powers.

Peace in Authenticity

The Master Key to manifesting peace is allowance. Instead of forcing, simply allow what flows to flow. You create conflict within yourself attempting to create a vibe where the frequencies don’t match.

I have learned to simply be the I AM that I AM, unapologetically, and those who are of my tribe show up naturally, and those who are not of my tribe reveal themselves hostilely. I LOVE both exactly as they are, and I no longer take it personally when people walk out of my life.

This is salvation. I have accepted that as I find the I AM that I AM, I find my family. I realize now that a lot of people are depressed and unhappy because of their commitment to their biological family and longtime friends who they have nothing in common with. They continue in martyrdom attempting to force connections that are not real.

If the changes you are making are not bringing you closer to your Highest Self, you are lowering your vibration to fit in a space not meant for you. This, by definition, is actually hypocrisy. You will never be great playing small to make other people happy.

I watch people near and dear to me compromise their personal happiness attempting to hold onto people who don’t actually fit in the vision for their life. Some of these people battle severe depression, and I know how to heal them. Unfortunately, they are rarely willing let go of what isn’t really theirs to manifest what is.

This is the difference between abundance and lack; manifestation and attraction. When you are whole you have need of nothing. Whatever is within you appears in your life. When you are broken, you keep trying to attach to people, places, and things you think validate you.

Whatever you had to do to get it/them is what you are going to have to do to keep it/them. It is best, as I have learned from experience, to be naked and not ashamed. If you go in authentic, only those who LOVE you authentically will be there, and you will have peace. Tribalism isn’t peace. Tribalism is pure hell. This is why so many never find happiness until they leave the tribe to find THEIR tribe.

When people walk out on you for being you, allow them to go. Enjoy the peace. When they try to come back, protect your peace, because they typically only return to see if they are able to enslave you.

The Beauty of Unbecoming

Once you realize that רוח הקודש/Άγιο Πνεύμα (Ruach H’qodesh/Hagios Pneuma), what you know as Holy Spirit, is more literally breath or influence unlike any other breath or influence, you will stop thinking that what the “Holy Spirit” gave another was meant to bind you.

Understanding that Moshe spent forty days and forty nights ALONE on a mountain, it was HIS OWN Set-apart influence that he was in communion with. This is the crux of the mythos. As King, he then subjected the rest of the people to what HIS Set-apart influence told him.

This is the great “evil” of this world. People like to force their personal convictions upon others. That is all the Holy Spirit is: your personal conviction. This is why Holy Spirit is neuter in the Hebrew and Greek mythos. It is not a being, but a breath or wind.

When you vow to (vote for) a politician, you are yielding yourself as an adherent to whatever he or she feels is right. This is the exact same concept behind religion. You choose to be subject to what someone else said God told them, instead of doing what your own Set-apart Influence has instructed you to do.

This is the true new covenant. Your instructions are written upon your innermost being. You have no need for anyone to teach you. You know the way that is right FOR YOU, and if you go against the way that is right FOR YOU, only you have to die for rejecting your inherent knowledge.

No one can die for you transgressing against what your intuition instructs you to do but you. Your repentance is to turn back to the influence within you, away from the influence of others. This is what it is to be not conformed to this world, but be transformed by the renewing of your mind. Renewing is to make new again, and when your mind is new, it believes nothing. It only knows, and you do what feels right to you.

In this, you are able to prove what is that good, acceptable, and perfect will of God. The perfect will of God is that you LOVE your neighbor AS YOU LOVE YOURSELF. When you LOVE yourself, there is no fear of condemnation. This is because perfect Self-LOVE is allowing yourself to be as you are.

Once you end the war within you, wars outside of you will cease. It is only because people are not confident of their own sovereign significance that they demand others agree with what they believe for themselves. Once LOVE is perfected within you, the need for others to agree with you dissipates. You are no longer afraid of standing alone, for that is exactly what holiness is: non-conformity.

Reclaiming the Ego

The ego has been vilified within this society for some time now. This is because the mainstream has misrepresented what the ego actually is. We could place the blame for this on psychology, or we can assign it where it really lies, which is on the Imperialist systems of the Cabal: the fallen ones or elite.

Prior to the advent of imperialism, primarily through the invention of religion and theology, we were free beings with the liberty to pursue happiness, as long as we did no harm to others. Then those who sought to control the masses introduced the ideas of duality that suggested humanity and Divinity are exclusive of one another.

This lie brought us to the indoctrination of separation, and we then saw our individual sovereignty as a malignancy. In order for the elite to rule as they desired, they had to first conquer the autonomy of the individual within the collective.

Dictionaries give us definitions of word based on common usage, rather than the created frequency of the word. Etymology is essential to understanding words and their power. Once you understand the power of the word ego, your eyes will be opened to why those seeking to oppress you would demonize its usage.

On the adverse, society has attempted to glorify the idea of pride, though pride is actually the energy which undermines the collective cohesiveness. Pride literally is excessive Self-esteem. It is not the identification of Self, but the hyperinflation of Self.

Ego, etymologically, simply means “I”. Ego is the acknowledgement of Inherent Divinity, and the recognition that significance is wholly within each of us. Instead, we have been conditioned to perceive the ego as the enemy of the Soul. The ego is actually the identification of Self, which is essential to Self-LOVE and Self-mastery.

The third eye is the perception of the ego.

You are of not lasting benefit to the collective until you learn to only be concerned with the I AM. The world will only be healed from the inside out, but because most people have lost themselves seeking to satisfy the world, the world only becomes more broken with each succeeding generation.

As long as you are minding others’ business, you are enabling them while disabling yourself. The first step towards תיקון עולם (Tikkun Olam- world repair) is תיקון מידות (Tikkun Middot- correction our character). Tikkun Middot leads to תיקון נפש (Tikkun Nephesh- healing the Soul).

All pursuit of peace begins with the realization of the I AM. The ego is the I AM. It is the Self, exclusive of all else. Without manumission from the intentional misrepresentation of the ego by the Cabal, all will continue the counterproductive cycles of conformity.

Except you define yourself for yourself, not only will you be crunched into other people’s fantasies for you, you will undermine the true restoration of the whole. It is not conformity that completes the puzzle. It is the resilience of each piece to stand in its sovereign autonomy. 

Too many people are making changes to not hurt other people, when in reality they are only enabling others to not be accountable for their own Self-mastery. If you are changing for the benefit of others, you are changing in fear, not in LOVE. You are afraid of how your actions might affect another, but how they are affected is a choice they each make.

Your resolve to change, to heal, to ascend must be exclusively out of your Self-LOVE. You have to want better for you, not because you want better for others. Then your decision to be you, unapologetically, becomes the catalyst for your LOVE for others. 

We cannot continue saying with our lips “As within, so without” yet living for the LOVE of the without. When you change because of how others view you instead of how you feel about yourself, you only make yourself a slave to their opinions of you. That is not deliverance. That is greater bondage. Because then you are fighting your “demons” with fear, rather than perfect LOVE.

Significance Not Representation

I understand that I AM to be the righteous representation before my children. If they don’t believe they can by my righteous example, I have just sold them into a broken system. One thing I never aspired to be as a boy was president. What I did want to be is compassionate, benevolent, and family-centered.

I desired to be like my Daddy and my Smoke. Smoke was my grandfather. Were they perfect men? No, but they were better men than any politician, pastor, or professor, or player I have ever watched. Elder Ron Mosby explained why to me in a very important way that is foundational for me: Fathers give significance and Mothers nurture.

We have a generation, a society even, of individuals who rely on the ideas of positive images outside the home. Parents, instead of being their highest Selves, as encouragement to their children, instill this sense of aspiration that those who look like them being in the spotlight means they can do anything.

What about all those people who were the first of anything? I don’t mean the first “black” president, the first woman vice-president, the first “Latino” coach. I mean those who tapped into their Inherent significance and dared to be something completely unique that doesn’t demand an association with any group for validation.

Kamala Harris being elected to the office of vice-president isn’t for my daughters. My wife loving herself, me loving my wife, us building a dynasty together, her being an example of virtue, me being the image of provider, protector, peacemaker… that’s #forourdaughters. Them seeing their Mother and I as lights in the community is #forourdaughters.


I understand how and why a people who have perceived themselves as marginalized, ignored, and oppressed for so long would view this as progress, but true progress cannot come from the White House, Capitol Hill, or the Supreme Court. True progress occurs within the heart, and within the home.

When are we as a people going to stop encouraging our children to become and LOVE them enough to just allow them to be? The more we encourage them to aspire to become like someone else, the more we actually instill in their subconscious that they are not good enough. Instead of “You can be anything you want to be because Kamala is vice-president”, let’s teach them to be who they have always been. This way, they maintain their power, and search within for their answers.

The one who fully knows Self is unable to be stopped from manifesting Heaven in Earth because that one lives life from within out. Whatever is meant for each of us is inherent. With our eyes on others we can never realize our own significance.

As I have evolved, I AM realizing just how profound Charles Barkley was when he said “I AM not a role model”. It is only when Fathers fail to give significance, and Mothers refuse to nurture that children rely on representation in the public eye.

What If Racism Really Isn’t?

I asked a question yesterday, “What does racist mean?” After meditating on the answers I received, and considering, without prejudice, the events of recent years in this nation, I realize that racism really isn’t real. The United States doesn’t have a racism problem. Humans have a fear problem, and that fear problem leads to the exasperation of survival instincts.

Most people value the lives of those who resemble them most over all other life. For the most part, humans value their own lives over the lives of other animals. So, humans feel justified in killing animals. Then humans are prone to protect themselves and those like themselves even to the detriment of others.

The average human, on the perception of threat, will seek to disable the perceived threat at the least. Most are “shoot first, ask questions later” type of people. Unfortunately, police officers are humans, who have a greater sense of fear than the average person.

Now, I AM not justifying police killing anyone. However, I understand human fear. Considering that most people, without conscious intent, try to ensure their own survival, and the survival of their family, first, and those who are most like them, there is a psychological trigger that suggests that those not like them are a threat to that survival.

One of my all-time favorite musical groups, Public Enemy, had an album in 1990, “Fear of a Black Planet”. In hindsight, what most people call racism is actually the manifestation of this fear inherent within some people. Sadly, it seems that this is a calculated agenda of the elite to keep the common people from realizing our power to free ourselves from their tyranny.

Now, there is this push to defund police departments, and create legislation against racism. The thing is, how do you make fear illegal? Government is powerless to change the hearts of humans. Neither lawmakers (Senators and Congresspeople), law interpreters (Supreme Court Justices), nor law enforcers (President) can remove fear. Only perfect LOVE is able to cast out fear, and perfect LOVE only comes from within.

At best, LOVE can be inspired by LOVE. The LOVE within one can be the catalyst for the realization of LOVE inherent within another. It is a power we believe to be within everyone of us. A lot of times, it seems that society’s obsession with the idea of various isms, racism being the most prevalent, is what keeps us all from finding that perfect LOVE at our core.

Restoring Peace on Earth

Religion is what you get when men and women forsake Self-mastery, and prioritize ruling others over disciplined living. The ancients were Masters, but were later replaced with pastors. Now just look at us: the world begs for slaveholders in 2020, and tries to justify one evil taskmaster over the other.

Before there were any holy books, fathers showed their own families how to masterfully get through this thing called life. Each father was a Master, and his wife and children were disciples. At some point, men became consumed with ego, and chose tyranny as a replacement for mastery.

The tyranny of men, borne of the absence of significance, led to them seeking to oppress, rather than empower others. Even their magick became perverse, and instead of passing it on responsibly to their children, they began to kill the other magicians, and teach that magick is wicked, while continuing to practice the science themselves.

So, how did they justify this tyranny? They invented invisible deities, and blamed their evils on these deities. Now, here we are many millennia later, judging and seeking to bind and control others under the guise of “God said”. The trouble is that no one has seen these Gods except for, supposedly, the ones who made all the rules.

Those same lawgivers then turn around and tell everyone that no one can see God. How convenient. Sounds so much like “The Wizard of Oz” doesn’t it? Someone hiding behind a curtain, telling everyone else what to do, while they are false themselves. The result is that someone always ends up exposing the hypocrisy of it all, and sets out to challenge the tyranny. This is how most social movements are birthed.

Toto exposes the wizard.


The problem is that the social movements never really seek to restore natural order. They only endeavor to rebel against the tyrants themselves. Then they throw the baby out with the bath water. They are students of their own pain and misery, but rarely of their inherent divinity.

Feminism is a great example of this. Women began to tire of the gross misogyny of the patriarchal system, and decided to assert themselves as capable. Unfortunately, they forsook their Divine Nature in order to prove men have been doing things wrong. The result is not that the world has grown distant from God. What happened is mankind forsook our nature.

Fathers give significance. Mothers nurture.


So, what is the solution? It is for men to become Masters again. This is true repentance. We must return to the Pattern within us. Then we can remember how to lead as Fathers. We can again walk in perfect LOVE which casts out all fear, reclaiming our significance.

Then we can be the leaders and teachers our families need. Our wives can be confident again in their Divine Femininity, having no reason to fear being abused or oppressed. The children can be equipped to walk freely in their significance.

By nature, Fathers give significance, and Mothers nurture. This is an expression of the Father as the Pattern, and the Mother as the Material of fruitfulness. Multiplication is the easy part. It is the being fruitful which demands we be intentional.

So let us return (repentance) to who we were before our programming by religions and human governments. It is time for us to cast off the grave clothes, and be naked and unashamed again in our design. This is the key to there being peace on Earth. Peace on Earth begins with internal peace, which expands to peace in the home. Peace in the home translates to peace in the community. When every community is a community of peace, the entire Earth is filled with that peace.

The Happy Family is built on the understanding of the Father as the Pattern, and the Mother as the Material.

The Blessing of Stillness

Meditation is the foundational discipline that doesn’t draw a great following. No one wants to be discipled. They all want to delve into their Akashic Records, receive a Numerology Reading, have a Tarot card session, or understand their Natal Chart though. The key to Self-mastery is in present mindfulness; just being content in the moment. The path to ascension begins with letting go of attachments, and the search for fulfillment. It is truly as simple as realizing that you are wholly significant because of the Divine Presence within you.

Pay attention to all the great masters throughout history. The focus has always been on gratitude for what is. Stillness is the one thing few people grasp. We have been so conditioned to busyness from a very young age and have lost the significance of being. Even in the human condition, we are identified as beings, not doings. One cannot even master his humanity while he is consumed with action. However, in order to transcend humanity and return to divinity, we have to first turn inward.

Unlocking the mysteries of your being requires quietness. While the world tries to keep you chasing, pursuing, hunting, the Kingdom is already within you. When you stop living for the calendar and the alarm clock, and begin to get lost in The Kingdom within you, you find that everything designed for you is there with you. Anything you have to chase is a distraction. Oftentimes, this includes employment, knowledge, LOVE, and the bare necessities of life.

The beauty of righteousness is found in knowing the instruction written upon your innermost being. Even the TaNaKh teaches that the New Covenant is the instructions being written there. The entire message of all the Ancient Near Eastern mythos was that the Supreme Source is within you, and always has been. The only fight any of us has ever had is actually with our egos, which are easily seduced by the allure of the world. Even our schooling is built around the idea that we are inadequate; that there is something we are lacking, and in order to gain it, we have to conform to this world system of accomplishment.

Because we are so indoctrinated to concepts of external validation, we yearn for knowledge of our past and our future. This in itself teaches us that who and where we are right now is insignificant. The poor Self-image that most possess in the moment drives them to seek acceptance for who they may have been before, or who they could become after all this. For this reason, the majority of our society lives from the mindset of “I was” or “I will”, rather than “I AM”. Meditation is the intimate embrace of the “I AM”. It is the joy of emptying yourself of the need to become, and instead basking in the gratitude for being.

There is no greater power than the power of LOVE, and the greatest LOVE is expressed in acceptance. First to LOVE Self is to accept Self as is. The master key of this acceptance in LOVE is to acknowledge yourself as whole. Break free of all the demands the world has placed upon you, and be transformed by the renewing of your mind. Most people don’t even realize how subtly they have been made to conform to the world, and have lost themselves in the course of it. The world interferes with the divine evolution of the children of G-d. We are put on a schedule from birth. Deadlines are set by those who haven’t made us as to when we should reach various milestones in life. When a baby hasn’t begun talking by a certain age, the world wants to label that child as developmentally disabled. That infant is not disabled. He just refuses to be forced to conform. Sadly, because of their own conformity, the parents then seek assistance in breaking their child even as one would a wild horse.

Instead of setting your alarm to be a conformist to the world, what would happen if you woke up at the provocation of our Divine Parent, and upon waking up, spent time just getting lost in The Force within yourself? That is what it is to truly be led by the Spirit. It is to be fully guided by the Divine Influence within you, rather than the rules of the society around you, written by the fallen ones to keep you trapped in the cycle of separation from your True Self. Yes, it’s beautiful to understand where you have come from. It is also important to have the vision for where you are going. However, none of that has any significance if you are unable to embrace who you are as the image and likeness of G-d in this very moment. If you want to really know and LOVE yourself, just be still. Be still and know that you are God: one with the Supreme Source. Lose yourself in the moment, and find the Eternal Kingdom.

Focused Attention Asserts the Meaning of Life

Every day, our senses present new opportunities for our expansion. The stimuli we take in through the senses are conducted by the mind, body, and spirit to alter our emotional, physical and spiritual realities. This is why it is so important to be mindful of where we maintain our focus.  Attention is the most valuable […]

Focused Attention Asserts the Meaning of Life

Parenting and Reparenting

Generational curses are really nothing more than one generation’s refusal to heal the brokenness passed on from the previous generation. It’s not a matter of inherent iniquity as religion portrays it, but a condition of repeated behaviors learned from those who came before.

The admonition to the Father that he should train up a lad in the way that he should go is all about being an example of right living. Parents are to establish a safe place for their children to mature into healthy adults. Unfortunately, a lot of parents ruled, instead of leading, their homes.

When parents create an atmosphere of fear and judgment, the children don’t learn to live righteously. Instead, they discover ways to survive and avoid their fears. Parents are to be the example of perfect LOVE, and in doing so, families heal. Without that perfect LOVE, the generational cures of fear, which breeds self-deprecation, continues on in the family.

A lot of children grow up and begin the process of healing themselves, breaking the generational cures. A part of the process often is addressing the behaviors that led to their brokenness, but because the parents haven’t themselves healed, they seek to protect themselves from what they perceive as judgment. It isn’t judgment at all though. It’s actually therapy. It is bringing attention to the disease within the family, so that healing can occur for multiple generations. 

Unfortunately, when children grow up and attempt to have conversations with unhealed parents, the parents usually attempt to use the very same tools they did in childrearing. Either fear, judgment, or condemnation come into play, and the parent asserts that they did their best as a parent. The truth of the matter is that, while they did what they had learned to do themselves as parents, it was far from their best. For this reason, the same destructive patterns continue in so many families.

At some point, one individual has to decide that the dysfunctions of the family are going to end with them. We can, both, acknowledge that our parents blew it, AND make no excuses for being broken as adults. We must be accountable for reparenting ourselves when our parenting didn’t go how it should have gone. It’s beautiful when someone gets the opportunity to reparent themselves prior to becoming a parent themselves. Then they can avoid the mistakes of their parents, and their parents’ parents before them.

We learn to lie as a defense mechanism. It is out of fear that children lie, and grow up to lie. Lying is a behavior seeking to protect oneself from judgment and condemnation.
When parents are always pointing out what their children have done wrong without celebrating their good behavior, it instills a subconscious belief that they are not good enough.
It is natural for children to crave affection from their parents. A lot of adults are unable to show affection because they were indoctrinated to view physical affection as a nuisance. When parents don’t show their children affection, the children will find ways to try to get the affection they need, even when the parent is busy doing something else.
Enabling children and being overprotective of children generally leads them to never face challenges. It is essential to maturity to demonstrate to children how to overcome obstacles, then allow them opportunities to apply what they have learned by observing the parents.
Humiliating children teaches them to cower in fear. It first makes them afraid to communicate with the parent, then it leads them to allow others to walk all over them. They grow up living a life of non-confrontation because for them, confrontation is always painful and humiliating.

These are just a few of the ways generational curses are passed on in families. This doesn’t even go into all the ways sexual abuse, and physical violence are passed down. We have a great opportunity to change the narrative of society by, first, reparenting ourselves, then being better parents to the next generation. Let us give ourselves the LOVE we needed from our parents

Overcoming the Heart of Fear to Restore Community



This is actually one of the most difficult tasks set before us in this life. We have been indoctrinated from birth to view others as competition. The Cabal have established this entire world system on ideas of external validation. Even the school systems are founded upon the illusion and lie that you must be better than someone else.

We even now see ourselves as in competition with ourselves. We view our weaknesses as enemies, rather than as friends that we LOVE so much as to heal them. So many proclaim to only be in competition with the one they were yesterday, forgetting that the one they were yesterday was the same one who got them to today.

We sabotage so much of our own happiness and success by viewing ourselves as enemies, fearing that we will prevent ourselves from being great. We know, intuitively, that no one else can stop us. We actually are inherently cognitive of the truth that others have no real desire to conquer us. Their fear is that they cannot conquer themselves, and that fear is then projected onto us.

The only enemy we truly have is our own ego. If we can just subdue and have dominion over the ego, which is the veil of separation between humanity and Divinity. Humanity is of the animal nature. Fear is its only government, and survival its only law. For this reason, the human animal is always seeking to protect itself and those most like it from everyone else. Because humans, just as lions, sharks, hawks, snakes, spiders, etc., seek to survive rather than live, they perceive so much as threats to their survival.

We have such a difficult time in all of our relationships because the thought consumes us that someone, everyone even, is out to get us. Even I subconsciously deal with this very battle. I expect to be a friend to all. It is an accountability I hold myself to. However, I have a difficult time receiving from others that which I freely give. It is unfair, as one of the church mothers, Mother Young, told me years ago, to pour out and not allow others to pour back into you. However, for many of us, it is much easier to give than it is to receive, so as not to become a debtor to another. Unfortunately, in this manner do we also create enemies out of our own vain imaginations.

How, then, do we overcome this fear instinct? Surely, perfect LOVE does cast out all fear, but none of us can perfect LOVE all alone. This is because G-d is perfect LOVE, and each of us is only part of G-d. We have to choose to be vulnerable; choose to let our guard now, and stop seeing threats everywhere we turn. We have to ready ourselves to receive the harvest of the abundance within us. This abundance is not at all material, but is completely Divine. Sadly, we have been taught to fear G-d, and that indoctrination has caused us to fear ourselves and one another.

Transparency is the first step to casting out that fear. To look at ourselves as naked and unashamed, allowing ourselves to stand before others as naked and unashamed brings us to the point of true intimacy. This is the intimacy of friendship, and the intimacy that leads to Holy Matrimony. I understand now how I have sabotaged relationships in the past. It wasn’t that they were out to take advantage of me, but that I had an expectation of them that they would. It is essentially self-fulfilling prophecy. The very things we fear come upon us, all because we manifest them.

So, the simple solution is to let G-d, the Divine Life Force within us, arise, and Its enemies be scattered; let them which hate It flee from before It. Our problem is that we have been trying for so long to just survive, and in our attempt to just survive we have forgotten that we are both abundant and eternal. We must now give ourselves away, in purity, that we can experience the abundant life and the eternal life that we are created to inherit.

“We are the world. We are the children. We are the ones to make a brighter day, so let’s start giving. There’s a choice we’re making. We’re saving our own lives. It’s true we’ll make a brighter day, just you and me.” – Michael Jackson / Lionel Richie We Are the World lyrics © Sony/ATV Music Publishing LLC

Kabbalat Shabbat

I was asked by my Beloved “What is Kabbalat Shabbat?”, and I discovered in answering her that this is a beautiful lesson of the connection between בראשית (Bereshit/Genesis) chapters 1 and 2, מִשְלֵי (Mishlei/Proverbs) 18:22, and מִשְלֵי (Proverbs) 31:10-31 (especially vv 11, 12, and 23).

Kabbalat Shabbat means “receiving of the Sabbath (or rest from labor)” in Hebrew. It is the period immediately after Friday sundown for Jews, which marks the beginning of the Sabbath day.

It is representative of El (Father G-d) receiving Shekhinah (Glory/Mother G-d) after his six days of work. She is called the Queen of the Sabbath.

The evening is marked by the Mother and Father enjoying rest with the children over a meal, and the Father and children present gifts to the Mother to express their gratitude for her labor to prepare the home as a place of peace.

My Beloved is that home for me; that resting  place. I no longer have to try to find a suitable mate for she is the perfect reflection and strength opposite unto me. She is bone of my bone and flesh of my flesh. She gives life to the dream I have always had. That is Kabbalat Shabbat.

So, in context of אלוהינו (Eloheinu/ Our Powers) resting from creating after six days, the Father, who is the PATERn, beheld all that the Mother, who is the MATERial, is, and the glory of it. As the mystery of the bride and bridegroom is actually that of Christ (אדם הראשון/ Adam ha’Roshon- as המשיח/ha’Maschiach) and the εκκλησία (Ekklesia/Called out; i.e. church).

In בראשית chapter 2 we find the PATERn and MATERial all one, and it not being good. After אדם הראשון is presented with all of the animals to see what they would call them, there was not עזר כנגדו (ezer kenegdo/strength opposite; i.e. a suitable helper) found for them. This is because the עזר כנגדו was within. It was one צלע (tsela/side; not “rib”, as there was no carnal flesh at that time) of אדם הראשון. Only after אדם הראשון was put into a deep sleep (resting from all their labor of seeking refuge) could the MATERial be formed apart from the PATERn. Even though both אדם איש (Adam Iysh/Man Adam) and אדם אישה (Adam Ishshah/Woman Adam) were still אור (ohr/Light flesh), it was the first time the זכר (zacar/marked one; i.e. Christed One- male; the PATERn) was able to behold the נקבה (neqabah/easily pierced; female- the MATERial) apart from himself. He identified her as “Bone (MATERial) of my bone (PATERn), and flesh (MATERial) of my flesh (PATERn).

Then as we travel over to מִשְלֵי (Proverbs) chapter 18, verse 22 there is the oft asserted, though misquoted, attestation of the favor found when one finds a “wife”. The Hebrew language really has no word for wife in the English context. The word אישה, rendered there as wife, is actually still Ishshah, or woman Adam, as in the Divine Reflection of the איש; man Adam. What is being found is the specific עזר כנגדו (ezer kenegdo; strength opposite) of the man Adam, not just “a wife”. It is through this experience that the man Adam obtains favor of יהוה (It which causes to exist; the Divine Force).

Finally, we conclude with מִשְלֵי (Mishlei/Proverbs) 31:10-31, popularly known as the “virtuous woman proverb”. Verses 11 and 12 speak of her husband putting his confidence in her (as the MATERial to his PATERn), and lacking no good thing. This is because every dream, vision, and idea of his mind is fulfilled in her. If he is the blueprint, she is the temple; the church. Thus, every good and perfect gift that comes down from above (the crown, third eye, and root chakras) is manifested in her (the root, sacral, and solar plexus chakras) as they meet in the heart space. This allows for him to be known in the gates among the elders (verse 23), for she is the wisdom and glory of his knowledge; the verification of his fitness to lead in the community as a whole. The two together embody the establishment of the Eternal Kingdom in the Earth.

The coming of the fullness of this is the expression of that perfect LOVE which casts out all fear, and even the lion then lays down with the lamb. No longer do the animals operate in survival instinct, because mortality has put on immortality. The Sabbath then has no end.

The Mystery of the Alabaster Box

The Darkness of Deception

Where TNK and Epistle are not in agreement, do you esteem Epistle above the testimony of יהוה (It which causes to exist; the “Lᴏʀᴅ”) Itself? Do you attempt to force their fitting? Do you adjust your beliefs to align with the truth of the Divine Parent? Understand that it is easy, and often malicious, to make a later testimony appear to be in agreement with the earlier covenant, but this is why you must be very familiar with the first revelation before trying to walk in a subsequent revelation.

In every Set-Apart writing there is truth. Beginning with תורה (Torah) and continuing on through القرآن (Quran), we find revelation of Universal Instructions. Within those testimonies, the mystics included the knowledge of life. However, wicked men, with an agenda to enslave the hearts, minds, and Souls of the masses, interjected sorcery in the writings, beguiling men, just as the serpent in the Garden, to believe they are not like G-d.

The mythos of טנק (TaNaKh) also contains allegories which demonstrate the experience of תורה (Torah) in story form. Torah is the PATERn, but Navi’im (The Prophets) is the MATERial, and Ketuvi’im (The Writings) the Holy Child. The TaNaKh paints a picture of the True Trinity- Father, Mother, and Child. In the study of Torah as Parashat, each portion has a corresponding portion in the Navi’im or Ketuvi’im which shows the experience of the Torah passage.

Understand that the truth in Torah is that יהוה (It which causes to exist) within you. Israel is a type of the Self. Having יהוה (It which causes to exist) within meant that to seek any other אלוה (Eloah/Power) aside from יהוה (It which causes to exist), the אלוה (Power) of ישראל (Y’srael), was idolatry. This testimony remains to this day. Anytime you are seeking salvation outside of you, you are indeed idolatrous. All of the righteous sages, mystics, and prophets came only to point you back to the Divine Presence within you. Even the parables of ישוע (Yeshua/Jesus) were meant to teach you the repentance to the Divine Force within.

The Darkness of the Flesh

The main reason depravity is defended is because this is a culture of egoistic defense. Their only defense for their debauchery, though, is to point the finger at others’ lasciviousness.

We are not talking about the sins of past generations, or even those of the forerunners in this generation, against the I AM presence within. We are confronting our own idolatry in this day.

It is the wicked heart who seeks to justify its own behavior in rebellion against the Inherent Divinity by snitching (because that is really what it is) on someone else. These attempts at defending whoredom by reflecting on the whoredoms rapped about in the past do not take away the stain on those who do it today. It actually just means that this generation has no leaders, and the LOVE of the Father is not with them.

NWA was a stain upon society. 2 Live Crew was a stain upon society. Lil’ Kim was a stain upon society. B-I-G was a stain upon society. Cardi B and Megan Thee Adult MALE Horse are stains upon society. All talented musicians, but undisciplined hearts and minds. Within them is the oil of the apothecary, but they are unwilling to break the vessel through Self-discipline, so they continue on in darkness.

The Christ of Creation

To fully understand the mystery of the alabaster box, we actually must go all the way back to creation. At creation, אדם (Adam/man) was both זכר (zacar/marked one; male) AND נקבה (neqabah/easily pierced; female). The mark refers to the oil of anointing, smeared upon the head of a king to designate him as the rightful authority, accountable for subduing and having dominion over all of creation. While ישוע (Jesus) is often referred to as the second אדם (Adam), the reality within the Hebrew mythos is that אדם (Adam) was the first משיח (Maschiach/Messiah; Christ).

Adam ha’Roshon

The אדם הראשון (Adam ha’Roshon/first Adam) was actually אור (ohr/light). Light is the result of oil, and oil is, again, the element of the anointing. However, the oil must have a vessel to dwell in, a lamp if you will, for there to actually be light. While the זכר (male) is marked, it is the נקבה (female) which is the lamp that enables the mark to be seen. The Eternal Kingdom is a Kingdom of Light, and the instruction to אדם הראשון (the first Adam) was to be fruitful and multiply. This is the means by which the Eternal Kingdom is increased, and has no end.

The Light of LOVE

Husband actually means house band. It signifies that the bridegroom serves as the keeper and protector of the perimeter of the house. The husband is synonymous with the א (Alef). This is the first letter of the Alef Beit, and symbolizes an ox. The husbandman is the tiller of the ground; the gardener. The wife is revealed in the ב (Beit). Beit is the second letter of the Alef Beit, but carries the numerical vibration of 1 in Gematria (Alef is 0). Beit is the house itself. At the conclusion of his labor, the Alef goes into the Beit, and deposits the seed, with which the Beit provides a harvest for her family.

As it is written, G-d is LOVE. Father G-d is the Alef, but Mother G-d is the Beit. The two as One are the Light of LOVE, and אדם הראשון (the first Adam) is the צלם (tselem/image) and דמות (demuth/likeness) of G-d. The beauty of this, actually reveals to us the very “word” of G-d.

LOVE as Light

Contrary to the religious perception, “the word” (Λόγος/logos) is not actually word. The English word “word” would actually be Λέξη (lexis), which doesn’t appear in the Bible at all. Λόγος (logos) actually means “computation”, “relation”, “explanation”, “law”, “rule of conduct”, “continuous statement”, or “discussion”. So “word”, as it appears in the scriptures, is more synonymous with the Hebrew תורה (Torah), which refers to the Divine Instruction, or Pattern, of The Universe.

So, the “word” is the seed of creation. It is the blueprint for all that is. The Father is unseen until the “Son” reveals him. The son is the image and likeness of the Father made flesh. The Mother is the MATERial of creation. The logos is essentially sperm, which only comes to life when it is one with the egg of the Mother. Though religion wishes us to believe that its books are the word of G-d, the Λόγος (logos) is a lamp unto our feet, and a light unto our path. This lamp and light is within us all.

The Master ישוע (Jesus) teaches his disciples and followers that if the eye is single, then the whole body is full of light. For the eye to be single, one walks in LOVE, which is G-d, who is All One. The Jews, to this day, have a decree called השמה (The Shena), which is understood as “the yoke of the Kingdom”. “שְׁמַע יִשְׂרָאֵל יְהוָה אֱלֹהֵינוּ יְהוָה אֶחָֽד” (Shema Y’srael Adonai Eloheinu Adonai Echad/Hear O Israel, the L-rd our G-d, the L-rd is All One). It goes on to say “And you shall LOVE the L-rd your G-d with all your heart, all your Soul, and all your might.” Beyond that, we are to LOVE our neighbors as ourselves. This is how we are the Light of the world.

The “Fall” of אדם

Adam and Chavvah expelled from Eden

As discussed earlier, אדם הראשון (first Adam) was אור (light). Even the body of אדם (Adam) was אור (light). When אדם (Adam) refused to continue in the צלם (image) and דמות (likeness) of G-d, which was אור (light), fear entered in, and they yielded to the voice of the נחש (nachash/serpent; hissing enchanter). At the point אדם (Adam) submitted to a beast they were intended to subdue and have dominion over instead of G-d, they became as beasts themselves. This then required that they also have bodies like animals. The אור (light) then was clothed, or veiled, in עור (ohr/flesh).

Along with the vessel of עור (flesh) came the nature of beasts. The beasts of the Earth are ruled by fear instincts instead of LOVE. This is why they needed to have a משיח (Messiah/Christ) to subdue and have dominion over them. LOVE was intended to be the law of העולם (Ha’Olam/The Universe), through אדם (Adam) as בעל (Ba’al/Lord;Master) and מלח (Melech/King). Yet, when אדם (Adam) forsook מלכות אלוהים ( Malchut Elohim/the Kingdom of God) for מלכות העולם (malchut Ha’Olam/the kingdoms of this world), creation spiraled into תוהו בוהו (tohu bohu/chaos and disorder).

Now, the entire creation groans in travail awaiting the manifestation of the sons of Go-d. The sons of G-d are the exact reflections of LOVE/G-d, and that is perfect LOVE which casts out all fear. Unfortunately, religion painted a picture of the son of G-d as a baby born of a virgin (a woman who had never had sexual intercourse), when it is really a child born of a young maiden; a woman who had preserved herself from the animal instinct. The Father God is the pattern; the blueprint. The Mother God is the material. When the pattern and material come together in harmony, a building (i.e. temple) of LOVE again results.

The Alabaster Box

An alabaster box is a seamless vessel made of a precious mineral. Alabaster is a mineral or rock that is soft, often used for carving, and is processed for plaster powder. The thing about an alabaster box, as depicted in the Greek scripts (i.e. New Testament) Gospels is that it had no opening for the oil to be poured into, or poured out of. The alabaster box actually had to be formed around the oil. It is a type of the עור (flesh). The עור (flesh) was formed around the אור (light) which was the original body of אדם (Adam), or Christ. The problem was that the body became hardened as it became עור (flesh).

In order for the אור to be released again in the Earth, the עור (flesh) must be broken. The אור (light) is the מלכות אלוהים (Kingdom of G-d) which is within every אדם (Adam). As long as we are focused on the pursuit of that which satisfies the עור (flesh), we are operating in fear of brokenness, but it is our brokenness that births LOVE. Our brokenness brings our new birth. The Mother is the beautiful picture of this reality when she is giving birth. She makes the ultimate sacrifice of having her body broken that new life may come. Labor and delivery is the highest form of tribulation. The material is broken for the reflection of the pattern to enter the Earth.

There is no greater gift that a Father and Mother can give to the world than that their צלם (image) and דמות (likeness) be made flesh, that the world may believe in the צלם (image) and דמות (likeness) would not perish, but would have the very same everlasting life that is in the oil and light. May we all be restored to our true consciousness as משיח (Messiah/Christ). Let us choose to be broken like that alabaster box, for this is how the מלכות (Kingdom) comes, and the will of the pattern is done in Earth as it is in Heaven.

Alabaster Box

Why Is The Love Of Money The Root Of All Evil?

Before I can even begin to adequately address this topic, I feel it utterly essential for us to look at the definition of the word root. There are two common usages of the English word root, though they are actually intricately connected.

1. the part of a plant which attaches it to the ground or to a support, typically underground, conveying water and nourishment to the rest of the plant via numerous branches and fibers.”cacti have deep and spreading roots”

2. the basic cause, source, or origin of something.

Now, understand that the root is neither the seed, the tree/plant, not the fruit. The root is that which keeps the tree grounded. The deeper the roots, the higher the plant or tree can grow. Consider this in the context of the love of money being the root of all evil. You are the tree, containing the seed of the Divine Life Force, intended to bear the fruit of the Eternal Kingdom. If you are tied to evil through your love of money, though, you cannot manifest the will of our Divine Parent.

It is often said that the devil is the ruler of this world. To anyone who is paying attention, it is obvious that money rules this world. Now, it is important to clarify what is meant by “this world”. This world doesn’t refer to the Earth, but to the system of operation by humans in the Earth. The world is indicative of a certain age or period, as it is a translation of the Greek word Κόσμος (cosmos), which actually means outward adornment; i.e. a form of godliness, but denying the power thereof. Cosmos is a type of order and government, though it is very different from Βασίλειο (basileio), which is a kingdom. Whereas the Kingdom is wholly within, the world is without.

The objective of our lives is to manifest what is within us, that it is reflected all around us. In essence, this is exactly what we are doing moment by moment. The problems arise in that most tend to manifest their love of the world, rather than the LOVE of the Kingdom. The LOVE of the Kingdom is at our innermost being, while the love of the world is in the human heart and mind.

For me to come to a full understanding of the Divine Truths contained in the Bible, I had to first detach myself from the perceptions I held of it that were ROOTED in Christianity, or religion as a whole, for that matter. This is playing out fully right before our eyes right now. This cosmos is passing away. It is a world driven by lust and ego, which made it so easy for the rulers of this world to enslave the citizens of this world.

Scarcity is the lie of the elite.

Money does not come from the Divine Life Force. Every good and perfect gift comes from The Force within us. These good and perfect gifts foster the restoration of righteous order and harmony to the Earth, and the entire Universe. This is accomplished by us birthing the Christ Consciousness hidden within us. Money was the invention of individuals who wanted to do away with the barter system. While the barter system was a means of direct exchange, the introduction of money brought about indirect exchange.

Bartering was an agreement between two parties where they decided amongst themselves what the fare exchange was of two different goods. For example, one man might be a farmer, and another a silversmith. The farmer needed shoes for his horses, and tools for his gardening. In exchange, he would provide produce for his neighbor, the silversmith’s, family. As it is proverbially said, “Fair exchange ain’t robbery”. During this time, there was really no need for human governments. There was a period in history long ago, where men were satisfied with their portion.

It’s also important to know that the first kings were fathers. Some of these fathers became greedy in their egos, turned narcissistic, and rather than just provide for their own families, they began taking over the lands of other families to enlarge their territory. Once these territories became great in size, they would enact laws that everyone was required to follow. These kings then decided they wanted to take for themselves a portion of what belonged to the people. In order to accomplish this, they did away with the barter system, and created money as a means of exchange. Though early money was usually gold or other precious metals, usually engraved with the image of the king, over time it evolved into what we know now as money.

Money may take a physical form as in coins and notes, or may exist as a written or electronic account. It may have intrinsic value (commodity money), be legally exchangeable for something with intrinsic value (representative money), or only have nominal value (fiat money). Most money these days is fiat money. Because there is no agreed upon value of money, the rulers of this world set the worth of the money, all based on their own selfish desires.

What those in power have done is divided the people against one another by acquiring allies through sharing of their wealth. Then those in power, along with their new friends, create laws that only benefit them, as well as begin fear campaigns. Because they have claimed ownership of all of the world’s true wealth, they push the lie of scarcity upon the people. Now you have the people divided against each other because they think there is only a small amount of resources to go around.

At this point, the people no longer have confidence in the God within, because fear has come in and taken over. Today, the citizens of Earth enter into constant, egoistic competition with one another, as they scramble for, what they are tricked into believing is that they are only valuable if they have a lot of money. They also try to do whatever they can to assert themselves above others. Because good is the harmony and oneness of The Universe, evil then is that which seeks to keep men divided, and the Eternal Kingdom out of the Earth.

Money is not the evil itself, but the love of it is what keeps the wicked system of this world in power. Money is actually completely unnecessary, but because the LOVE of the Father is absent, men are unwilling to be accountable for their fellow man. No matter what it is individuals or families proclaim as their reason for pursuing after monetary wealth, it is never towards the intent of bringing all men back to LOVE, back to God, who is one. Building generational wealth is selfish, because it is still only interested in guaranteeing abundance for those like themselves.

The only righteous way is for us to owe no man anything but to LOVE him. LOVE operates on the principle of doing unto others as we would have them do unto us. Money always limits our ability to do that because money will always be controlled by someone other than the I AM presence within us. I understand that, in the present world, it is impossible to get along with others to this degree, but the more people build their significance wholly upon the I AM presence, the less power humans give to evil to entrap them through the LOVE of money.

What Has Your Tribulation Brought You?

I see a lot of people talking would’ve, could’ve, should’ve about their past experiences, and how they perceive things would be different. It is this longing that is keeping you from your Christic fulfillment. As you keep talking of how much further along you would be if you put yourself first, you are planting the thoughts of abortion in your own mind.

If you are in the midst of initiation, rejoice! If your experiences are raising your Consciousness, give praise. There is nothing you can do about how you didn’t LOVE yourself before. Forgive yourself for all that you didn’t know. This is going to greatly lighten your load, and prepare you for Rapture (which by the way is a catching up of your consciousness).

As long as your consciousness is consumed with hypothetical situations, you are going to miss the ascension, when someone next to you in the field will experience it. This particular Lion’s Gate Portal is even more significant than that of 2018. Those of us who experienced our Rapture then, were the firstfruits of restoring the Divine Mother to the Divine Father. That was the frequency of the 11/2 year. This year is the birthing. What you are experiencing is labor pains. Process through the range of emotions, but don’t lose sight of the objective.

Thus far in 2020, you have been experiencing the rapid increase of contractions. Of course things intensify the closer you get to delivery. You will probably soon feel like you are dying: some inside, others outside. The key is to breathe (meditate), and push (persevere). Keep in mind that all these changes you have been going through have been for the purpose of manifestation. That’s what birthing truly is. It is bringing that which has been incubating within out of you that it may have life.

There is a Kingdom inside of you, but it is nearing the completion of its germination. Would you come this to have a still birth? Or allow yourself to despise the beauty of your strength? Don’t let the present pain cut off your life or the life that you have created within you. The I AM presence within you is about to give you beauty for ashes, and the oil of joy in exchange for your mourning.

Bring this baby home!!!

The Duality Deception

Oh how my heart doth bleed for the state of humanity. I see those who present teachings openly that defy scientific accountability, and even perpetuate human irresponsibility. God and satan are not one in the sense the dualists make them out to be. Even in duality, a simple understanding of Physics reveals to you that duality is overtaken in oneness. ⁣⁣

Even the shadow cannot be cast without light. The reflection cannot be seen in darkness.


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When there is homeostatic harmony, though different frequencies are present, they all vibrate in accord. You see, though within humanity is the potential for both good and evil, one will always drive out the other. Two opposites cannot coexist in true balance. ⁣⁣


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At this the Equator, there is neither North Pole or South Pole. This is the perfect work of karma. No one goes without light for another to enjoy it in oneness. In fact, any physicist will tell you that none of us has ever really experienced true cold or true darkness. True cold is the complete absence of heat. 𝗡𝗢𝗧𝗛𝗜𝗡𝗚 can live in true cold. The same is true of true darkness. True darkness means there is absolutely no light, and if there is no light, it is impossible for anything whatsoever to be seen.⁣

The subtle lies of duality create the illusion that you really have no choice. Truth is that you MUST choose.



The key is coming to the understanding that, while man can choose his path, man is created to maintain order throughout all of creation. LOVE is law and order. Apart from LOVE, fear reigns, and this is the duality you are encouraged to embraced by the subtle Luciferin doctrines amongst the “woke”, “spiritual”, and “conscious”. The adversarial influence, knowing that its time is short, has bound you with a new age religion, hoping to preserve its agenda of chaos and disorder. ⁣

Hear oh prince who prevails (Christ, man created to subdue and have dominion over creation), It which causes to exist/exists to manifest (the Lord/Master within you) our Power, the I AM that I AM is one (wholly undivided). ⁣


𝗙𝗼𝗿𝗲𝘃𝗲𝗿 𝘆𝗼𝘂𝗿 𝘀𝗲𝗿𝘃𝗮𝗻𝘁,⁣

𝓢𝓪𝓱𝓪𝓺𝓾𝓲𝓮𝓵

Why Aren’t Marriages Lasting As Long Anymore?

A Goddess posed the question on her Facebook profile, “Why aren’t marriages lasting as long anymore?” I felt I could better address this topic here on my own platform. Though this is not an exhaustive revelation of the truth surrounding this subject, I hope it gives you a foundation for understanding. I will soon do an extensive YouTube video on the subject.

Marriage has not yet achieved Holy Matrimony. For thousands of years, humans have married as the animals they are. Some animals are monogamous. Some animals are polygynous. Still some are polyandrous. While many are polyamorous. Because humanity is only now ascending beyond the frequency of animals, all of the institutions of animalism are crumbling before our eyes.

The foundations marriages were before built upon are also falling away, but the righteous are being raptured to the heights of majesty from which man devolved. Holy Matrimony is the union of one Soul, emanated in both man and woman, who are but the strength opposite expressions of that one man (non-binary).

What was religiously misrepresented as woman (i.e. Chavvah/Eve) being taken from the side (i.e. rib) of man, is actually just Adam experiencing the perfect harmony with itself. Unfortunately, the human beings today never find rest within themselves, that they can discover their own reflection in a being of the opposite gender.

Though marriages beforetimes lasted longer, it was not because they were in marital bliss or Holy Matrimony. They preserved a flawed institution, and they did so due to indoctrination. They were taught to remain married “for better or worse”, though husbands were notorious womanizers and bigamists, and wives were often unhappy.

There was an anxiety in past times concerning marriage, so like animals, people married according to fear concepts (i.e. protection, childrearing, financial benefits, etc.). People are awakening to their inherent divinity now, and unfortunately, this happens often while already married under the former manner.

I AM grateful to have gone through the relationships and the marriage I have, as they have all been integral to my repentance to my Divine Self. It brought me to my personal Shabbat, and now my ezer kenegdo has presented herself before me. The plain truth, however, is that nothing is lasting as long anymore. Before a new foundation can be laid, the old structures must first be excavated.

What Are You Choosing?

Man is created to subdue and have dominion over the Earth, including the carnal body. Adam Kadmon, as it is called, is man at our highest. This is the express representation of the image and likeness of Source. Even as Source is LOVE and Light, we too are the same.

It is not the nature of man to be in bondage to any. Man must choose to rebel against himself, and the very I AM presence inextricable of the Soul, in order to be subject to the flesh. The flesh is a fitting servant, but a treacherous master.

Man today thinks that nature, as in the Earth, is his God. The truth is that man was made to serve Earth as her Lord and King. We are to establish order within this realm, but because man has rendered himself a slave to the lusts of the flesh, lusts of the eyes, and pride of life, the Divine Life Force of the Father is depleted within him.

The refusal to control the appetite and the sexual urges has made man no more than the beasts of the field. This very same rebellion perpetuates the division and wars in the world. God, however, is One. We walk in our inherent divinity by the choice to cultivate the Divine Life Force Energy within us, rather than yield to the urges that lead only to destruction.

The people are destroyed for the lack of knowledge. Because you have rejected knowledge, even the Divine Life Force Energy within you has rejected you from being its people. There is knowledge which leads to eternal life. You can choose to apply it or not. It is not religious at all.

The influence of the serpent, that great dragon, beguiles mankind into believing the Source withholds some things from us to our detriment. The Eternal Divine Life Force within us is only able to produce life. When we choose to go against the instructions of the Divine Life Force, we choose for ourselves slavery and death.

God, by revelation through Holy Mystics and Prophets of old, instructed us concerning the preservation and cultivation of life. Then the dragon and spirit of antichrist seduce man into the idea that God gave us the animal nature as a gift to be used. We are not to be in bondage to our bellies and our genitalia. We are to use them in service to the LOVE that God is, so that we may manifest from within us the Eternal Kingdom.

The two most difficult temptations for humans to overcome are those of eating and fornication. Both food and sex are essential for the cultivation of the Divine Life Force Energy, but it is in the perversion of both that the Kingdom suffers violence. We are the magi and the alchemists. It is our responsibility to harness the flame of the lower nature that the consuming fire of the Highest may purify us as our Father is pure.

Forever your servant,

𝓢𝓪𝓱𝓪𝓺𝓾𝓲𝓮𝓵

The Kingdom is Accountability

The New Covenant (i.e. New Testament) of the Divine Life Force energy most call God is not a matter of belief in the person of Jesus. In fact, it is quite the opposite. The Nazarene Master was the prototype of the New Covenant experience. Be no longer deceived by the lies of the Cabal, who wish to, even as the dragon, keep your focus on the outward experience.

Keep your mind on things above (i.e. inward). Heaven is not a place in the clouds where one goes at the cessation of bodily life. Heaven is within you. You die to the flesh that you may enter Heaven NOW. Even if everyone around you chooses to be carnal, make the decision to bring your body under subjection to the law written upon your innermost being. THIS is the ONLY true New Covenant.

The New Covenant IS NOT twenty-seven books in the Sun Book (see Helios Biblios). The New Covenant is unlike any other covenant you have known before. It is the Torah (i.e. Divine instructions) written deep within you, and written upon your hearts. The Divine Life Force energy will be your God, and you will be Its people. And we will not need to teach our neighbors, nor will we need to teach our relatives, saying, ‘You should know the LORD.’ For everyone, from the least to the greatest, will know It within already.

The life in the New Covenant is WHOLLY a matter of personal accountability. As long as you are seeking it outside of yourself, you are committing idolatry, and ignorantly seeking a Savior likened unto four-footed beasts.

𝗙𝗼𝗿𝗲𝘃𝗲𝗿 𝘆𝗼𝘂𝗿 𝘀𝗲𝗿𝘃𝗮𝗻𝘁,⁣

𝓐𝓼𝓬𝓮𝓷𝓭𝓮𝓭 𝓜𝓪𝓼𝓽𝓮𝓻 𝓢𝓪𝓱𝓪𝓺𝓾𝓲𝓮𝓵⁣



Restoring the Mother Flame

For the ancients, a woman only left her Father’s house to go to the home prepared for her by her husband. This wasn’t misogyny or patriarchy, except that some cultures actually abused women. This was a defense, with an acute understanding of the Divine principles of masculinity and femininity.

By design, the Divine Feminine is easily pierced. She is also the Divine blueprint for the Earth. For this reason, the woman receives the name Chavvah in the Hebrew mythos, after fear enter in. Chavvah means “mother of all living.”

The Divine Feminine is the only vessel of multiplication and reciprocity. The Divine Masculine is the husbandman, which literally means “gardener”. He is to, not only, plant the seed, but also to till the ground, water the soil, and prune the fruit. He is to be a defense for the Divine Feminine.

These days, because of gross misogyny and patriarchy, women have adapted to carrying on in the capacity of the man. Men have failed so miserably to reflect the Father that women would rather learn to live on their own, even at the sacrifice of the Mother Flame, then to remain safe at home until the bridegroom comes.

Human pride has the Goddesses longing to experience living alone, and it is really a manifestation of the fear in their hearts that the Gods are not going to secure them as they are accountable for. I have been guilty of this myself, though it has been my desire, since my childhood, to enable my Divine Feminine Reflection to only be the I AM she is created to be.

Most view these things as archaic and religious, but while these are ancient principles, they are not human in origin. They originate with the Ancient of Days Itself. Oh, if we could only restore the Mother Flame and Divine Feminine to our created power, what an amazing world we would live in. These modern Goddesses don’t even desire to bear Christic seeds though, as if it is the plague.

The Mother Flame is to be protected at all costs. Except there is someone to give birth to it (manifestation) the Kingdom can never come, and the will of the Father can never be done in Earth as it is in Heaven. I AM preparing a place for her, fully outfitted with her rightful throne. Thus, when she has cleansed herself of her idolatries, she can trust in her Divine Masculine Reflection to honor her as she is intended to be a

𝗙𝗼𝗿𝗲𝘃𝗲𝗿 𝘆𝗼𝘂𝗿 𝘀𝗲𝗿𝘃𝗮𝗻𝘁,

𝓐𝓼𝓬𝓮𝓷𝓭𝓮𝓭 𝓜𝓪𝓼𝓽𝓮𝓻 𝓢𝓪𝓱𝓪𝓺𝓾𝓲𝓮𝓵

SelfDiscipline #SelfDenial #SelfMastery #SelfControl #EternalLife #LawOfReciprocity #UnconditionalLove #KingdomOfGod #TheKingdomIsWithin #LoveWins #LoveNeverFails #LoveEnduresAllThings #GodIsLove #IAMLove #SowingAndReaping #Inheritance #DivineFather #DivineMother⁣

Fear or LOVE?

If someone calls you a nigger, and you pummel them to a pulp, what have you gained? Many would say that they have taught them to never call anyone else a nigger, but that isn’t true at all. You may have taught them, out of fear, to never call another person a nigger TO THEIR FACE, or you may have just taught them to make sure they are better equipped to defend themselves the next time they do.

Now, if instead of kicking their ass, you have a graceful conversation with them, demonstrating to them why it is inappropriate for ANYONE to use this term referring to another person, and be an example of LOVE unto them instead of judgment, you have planted seeds of LOVE into them, thus giving way for them to bring forth the fruit of love.

Dan Snyder, owner of the Washington, DC NFL team is FINALLY considering to change the nickname of the team from the derogatory, racist slur they have long been known by. This is the issue with that though: his heart hasn’t changed. He is only doing so because of his fear of losing out on his major sponsors, and he wants to move the team into Washington from Maryland, but the mayor will not welcome them without a name change.

You see, most of the changes taking place in America behind the injustices done against “black” people, and other “people of color” are not a matter of repentance. Men’s hearts haven’t changed. People are making changes simply because they are fearful of the consequences of not making changes. Is fear what you really want from others, or would you prefer LOVE? The one who LOVES does no harm to his neighbor.

I choose to, in LOVE, offer extreme forgiveness. I AM one with the Father, and LOVE, thus I recognize that none of you, despite your claims to the contrary, know what you are doing. You have had no one to train you in the way you should go. So, you celebrate at these temporal concessions. Concessions which are only going to make humans more complacent. That complacency will only make it that much easier for the fear in all of your hearts to rise up again, but with more power, because everyone had more time to prepare their course of attack.

My Daddy, and any of you who knew my Daddy know he was a giant of a human, always told me he didn’t want anyone to fear him, because scared people kill. What is trivial to me, however, is how a religion claiming to serve God, which is LOVE, actually builds its doctrine around the idea that if you don’t follow their teachings, you will die and go to hell. So, who’s the real antichrist here, if Christ fulfilled the whole law by being Perfect LOVE?

𝗙𝗼𝗿𝗲𝘃𝗲𝗿 𝘆𝗼𝘂𝗿 𝘀𝗲𝗿𝘃𝗮𝗻𝘁,

𝓐𝓼𝓬𝓮𝓷𝓭𝓮𝓭 𝓜𝓪𝓼𝓽𝓮𝓻 𝓢𝓪𝓱𝓪𝓺𝓾𝓲𝓮𝓵

SelfDiscipline #SelfDenial #SelfMastery #SelfControl #EternalLife #LawOfReciprocity #UnconditionalLove #KingdomOfGod #TheKingdomIsWithin #LoveWins #LoveNeverFails #LoveEnduresAllThings #GodIsLove #IAMLove #SowingAndReaping #Inheritance #DivineFather #DivineMother⁣

Lift “HIM” Up

Here’s a song for you… Lift Him Up by Hezekiah Walker https://open.spotify.com/track/1GIyFRPYPfkXHp7ALQA1dB?si=e7VfTen0TByOYROifVWlPA


You must first understand that the “HIM” mentioned is not actually a “HIM” at all. “HIM” is the common way for the finite human mind to process the existence of the Infinite Source of All, which is the Divine Presence within you, even at your innermost being. To lift “HIM” up, only requires that you cast down EVERYTHING else that is not “HIM”. However, in this generation, even those who know that the “HIM” is not actually a “HIM”, and is neither male nor female, as humans perceive maleness and femaleness, believe that it is the will of this unseen “HIM” that all their carnal desires are fulfilled.⁣

“HIM”, and that are in “HIM” is eternal. It will never pass away, because It is that which exists to become all that is seen from the realm of the unseen. Those of us who HAVE seen “HIM” have beheld “HIS” glory, and it is the glory of the only begotten son of the Father. This glory is that of perfect love, and perfect love casts out all fear. Thus we live to be the word made flesh. We live, not to do our own will, but to lift “HIM” up, that all that is within- love, joy, peace, and justice- might be known without. Unto this cause is it written that greater love has no men than this, that he would lay his life down for his friends.⁣

We live to be an example of what it is to be a living sacrifice. The only begotten son is not an individual, but an example of the image and likeness of God made flesh for all men to behold. The image and likeness of God is not an illustration of visage. It is not the flesh, nor the color of the skin. It is the invisible qualities of “HIM” coming to reveal exactly what it is these qualities look like in manifestation. While this world seeks to attract that which can be seen- the lusts of the flesh, the lusts of the eyes, and the pride of life, those who truly know “HIM” yearn to lift “HIM” up that all men may be drawn unto the same Divine Presence which was within the Master Jesus, and every Master of ever culture and generation, even until now.⁣

How do we, then, serve “HIM”? How do we lift “HIM” up? We do so when we place more value on our relationships, and doing unto others as we would have done unto us. Those who know of, and have tasted eternity do not allow a fear of lack or scarcity prevent them from pouring out their bowels of compassion unto those who are in need. Thus, when we see someone hungry, we give them to eat, or naked we clothe them. We do these things without anxiety for our own temporal well-being, because we are confident of this; God is not mocked, and whatsoever a person sows that shall that person also reap. We lift “HIM” up, by sowing to the eternal, without judgment. I give from the darkness, so that the “HIM” who is veiled in the darkness may be seen in the light.⁣

If the people would only TRULY grasp that, as my friend, Robert House, so eloquently revealed it, “From the Shadow Of the Darkness Came forth the⁣
Light”, they would understand the Eternal Kingdom within them. Yet this generation worships only that which can be seen with the eyes, and felt by the senses, not even realizing that this is the fullness of what is called idolatry. ⁣

“God”, as it is called, can only be revealed in lifting up that love, joy, peace, and justice that is at the abyss of the innermost being. While the Law of Attraction encourages this people to synchronize with whatever it is their hearts desire, if it can be seen, it is of the love of the world, and if that is what you are in pursuit of, then the love of the Father IS NOT in you. ⁣

This generation, even those who feign consciousness, give most of their energy to that which is passing away. They believe, in ignorance, that the answer to the racial disparities being seen in the world today are overcome through the accumulation of wealth. They speak of wealth and abundance in terms of money. They cannot perceive themselves as eternal because they do not know the “HIM” within them. So, they seek to create generational wealth for those who are alike the them that is passing away, rather than the “HIM” that shall abide forever, and abides even now within them, as they are the temple of the Living God. ⁣

So, in truth, everything that is not eternal is an enemy of God. It is judgment that provokes fear, and judgment, not justice, is a perception of finality, and condemnation. While you think that money is a defense, money, while it serves its purpose in this age, is an enemy of God. It is the most powerful slaveholder ever known. The answer isn’t to replace the current financial illusion with a new financial illusion, for all financial illusions veil the inherent divinity of all men. The answer is to let “HIM” arise, and “HIS” enemies be scattered; let all that hate “HIM” flee before “HIM”.⁣

You have to understand what is meant when it is said that the love of money is the root of all evil. Money is the most vile divider of men there ever was. As long as humans are lifting up money, pleasure, ego, race, nationality, ethnicity, culture, religion, politics, and all other temporal things, they are actually casting down God, joy, Soul, oneness, inherent divinity, and all that is currently hidden, yet eternal. Money, even cash, becomes null and void at the choosing of wicked men. The Great Depression showed us how even cash can become worthless in an instant.⁣

When we lift “HIM” up by crucifying our own flesh, that is our temporal desires and all that keeps us divided, we are revealing to humanity the “HIM” that hasn’t been seen with the naked eyes. The world you know is crumbling before your eyes, because there are those of use among you who have chosen to love the “HIM” within us all, loving “HIM” with all of our hearts, minds, and strength. Until all men are drawn unto “HIM” within them, and the Kingdom within is made manifest without, all that you add to yourself will continue to perish. But once that Kingdom which we are instructed to seek first comes, there shall be no more tears, no more pain, no more death, no more hunger, no more racism, no more police brutality, no more redlining, no more gentrification, no more prisons, no more crime. Because the 144,000 realize that the people only believe because they have seen, we endure human suffering for the joy set before us.⁣

So, we will indeed lift “HIM” up until all have seen “HIM” coming again in “HIS” glory, and all rebellion has been cast down. As above, so below. As within, so without. As in Heaven, so in Earth. It’s ALL about bringing that which is true, noble, right, pure, lovely, admirable, virtuous, and praiseworthy out to fill the whole Earth. We lift “HIM” up because “HE” is worthy to be praised.

The Devil in the Details


Devil masquerading as an angel of light.

The church has preached for years that the devil’s most effective way to win is to convince people he doesn’t exist. Think about how silly that sounds. There is hardly anyone who isn’t aware of the conceptual existence of a devil. If you pay attention to both the church and to the spiritual community, the devil has them both under the same spell. ⁣

Satan is the spirit of manipulation and deception. What satan does is takes something that sounds a lot like the truth, and subtly twists it so that the people buy into it wholeheartedly. This is just how insidious the adversary and accuser is. ⁣



For the church, the leaders tweaked the truth just enough to seduce the people into a coma of irresponsibility. The early preachers, as agents of the Roman Empire, made the people think they are powerless to deliver themselves. So, they then convinced the people that salvation was in belief in what they said, and the false image of the Master Jesus that they projected onto the masses.⁣

The spiritual community has cast a spell by taking Biblical words, and twisting them for their own benefit. They prey on people who have no knowledge of the Bible. They twist words that are common to people who are already turned off by religion, and make them believe saving themselves is about casting off everything that appears religious. They cause those who don’t know to believe that saviour and savor are the same. ⁣

The great dragon, that old serpent.



So the church is waiting for someone to save them. The spiritual community thinks salvation is about experiencing pleasures. The devil (which is really the human ego) has bamboozled them both. Now neither is working out their own Soul’s salvation. Both are searching for temporal happiness, rather than Self-Mastery, and it is Self-Mastery that inherits the Eternal Kingdom. ⁣

By manipulating the language, the devil in you has defrauded you of the very thing that you were inherently in possession of. The devil, serpent, dragon, deceiver, manipulator, Anansi doesn’t thrive on anonymity. It thrives on convincing you that it is your friend, and that it loves you. The truth is that it ONLY loves itself, and is loyal only to its own lusts. ⁣

Serpent in the Garden of Eden

Consider the Hebrew mythos, and how the serpent beguiled the woman. If the devil blatantly lied to you, you would be able to recognize it. However, the devil, dragon, serpent, deceiver, manipulator, Anansi, Satan actually plays on your intelligence. While you think yourself too wise to be deceived, the messengers of Satan in the Earth now, make you believe they are giving you something that God wants to withhold from you. These clowns are so insidious that they will have you involuntarily questioning the truth within you. Before you know it, you’ll be a slave to the dragon, and thinking it was of your own free will. You’ll be doing exactly what he wants you to do, and selling your Soul in the process. Whole time thinking you are saving yourself or being saved.

Anansi, the trickster, deceiver, jokester, and bringer of worldly wisdom. He seeks to manipulate the whole world.

𝗙𝗼𝗿𝗲𝘃𝗲𝗿 𝘆𝗼𝘂𝗿 𝘀𝗲𝗿𝘃𝗮𝗻𝘁,⁣

𝓐𝓼𝓬𝓮𝓷𝓭𝓮𝓭 𝓜𝓪𝓼𝓽𝓮𝓻 𝓢𝓪𝓱𝓪𝓺𝓾𝓲𝓮𝓵⁣



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Hell Is a Hot Place

There is an old song we used to sing, especially in the Pentecostal and Holiness churches. I AM certain it is still sang to this day, though I AM far removed from the Christian church. The words of the jaunt are very simple. It just repeats over and over, “Hell is a hot place; I don’t wanna go.” It is that hell has been grossly misrepresented by the church that the people in the church profess their disdain for the idea of going. Hell Is not a final resting place. Hell Is a process; a very necessary process for all those who would be made whole.

The Prophet Malachi renders it this way:

“Look! I am sending my messenger, and he will prepare the way before me. Then the Lord you are seeking will suddenly come to his Temple. The messenger of the covenant, whom you look for so eagerly, is surely coming,” says the LORD of Heaven’s Armies.
“But who will be able to endure it when he comes? Who will be able to stand and face him when he appears? For he will be like a blazing fire that refines metal, or like a strong soap that bleaches clothes. He will sit like a refiner of silver, burning away the dross. He will purify the Levites, refining them like gold and silver, so that they may once again offer acceptable sacrifices to the LORD.”

Those with wisdom and understanding know that not even the Bible speaks of a literal hell. The words the church used to give you the word hell in Scripture, as a means of indoctrination to fear, are sheol, hades, and gehenna. Sheol is the Hebrew word for the common grave of humanity. When the Hebrew Scriptures were translated into Greek, the word hades was rendered in its place. Gehenna is actually the valley of Hinnom outside the city Jerusalem, where the kings would go to offer their children as sacrifices, and it was later turned into a burning garbage pit. The church, in its antichrist agenda, misrepresented these truths to provoke fear in the parishioners.

⁣May this help you to understand better what hell is, as well as the Prophet, Mystic, and Master who stands before you. First know that the erroneously rendered word here “Lord” is actually the Hebrew יהוה, which many others improperly perceive to be a proper name. Those who think it to be a proper name, generally convey it as Jehovah, or Yahweh. Truth is that it is an unutterable phrase, referred to as the Tetragrammaton, and almost always spoken as “Ha’Shem” by the Jews. It literally means “It which causes to exist”. It is the I AM presence within everyone of us. Lord is simply Master, which is only one who is disciplined and teaches discipline. ⁣

It is your own I AM presence that is to be Master over your heart, mind, body, emotions, and most importantly ego. It is the God(dess) inherently within you. The God or Goddess you are is not visible to the eyes, or discernible by the heart and mind. Only the Father within you can reveal your True Christ-Self to you and others. As a messenger, I only come to declare to you the truth that my Father speaks; the same Father that is at the innermost being of all people. ⁣

In your healed, corrected, and restored state, you are as pure gold and silver. The way gold is purged, and silver purified of their dross, or impurities, is by fire. The refiner knows that the process is complete when (s)he is able to see her/his clear reflection in you. Only because I AM come through the fiery trials of purification prior to you can I discern the I AM presence in you. As dross rises to the surface, it is scraped off, and you are returned to the fires, until you are made as pure gold.

Likewise, there is an oft quoted verse of Scripture amongst Christians that they regularly abuse. This particular verse, and its surrounding passage, were actually the catalyst for me leaving Christian ministry and the religion entirely. Christians love to recite this one verse as a personal encouragement, without comprehending the context in which it is written. This is why, apart from the presence of a Master, I often admonish you to not read the Bible, especially not extracting single verses in this manner, because you can make the Bible say nearly anything you want it to.

The verse I AM referring to is Jeremiah 29:11, which reads

For I know the plans I have for you,” says the LORD. “They are plans for good and not for disaster, to give you a future and a hope.”

This seems very comforting, and pleasant doesn’t it? It would make anyone excited with anticipation. The problem is that, taken alone, this verse is completely misleading. It is actually detailing the purpose of the Babylonian captivity the children of Israel were led into BY THE LORD. Remember that the LORD is actually your very own I AM presence within you. Let me put it in context with the preceding and following verses.

Jeremiah wrote a letter from Jerusalem to the elders, priests, prophets, and all the people who had been exiled to Babylon by King Nebuchadnezzar. This was after King Jehoiachin, the queen mother, the court officials, the other officials of Judah, and all the craftsmen and artisans had been deported from Jerusalem. He sent the letter with Elasah son of Shaphan and Gemariah son of Hilkiah when they went to Babylon as King Zedekiah’s ambassadors to Nebuchadnezzar. This is what Jeremiah’s letter said: This is what the LORD of Heaven’s Armies, the God of Israel, says to all the captives he has exiled to Babylon from Jerusalem: “Build homes, and plan to stay. Plant gardens, and eat the food they produce. Marry and have children. Then find spouses for them so that you may have many grandchildren. Multiply! Do not dwindle away! And work for the peace and prosperity of the city where I sent you into exile. Pray to the LORD for it, for its welfare will determine your welfare.” This is what the LORD of Heaven’s Armies, the God of Israel, says: “Do not let your prophets and fortune-tellers who are with you in the land of Babylon trick you. Do not listen to their dreams, because they are telling you lies in my name. I have not sent them,” says the LORD.This is what the LORD says: “You will be in Babylon for seventy years. But then I will come and do for you all the good things I have promised, and I will bring you home again. For I know the plans I have for you,” says the LORD. “They are plans for good and not for disaster, to give you a future and a hope. In those days when you pray, I will listen. If you look for me wholeheartedly, you will find me. I will be found by you,” says the LORD. “I will end your captivity and restore your fortunes. I will gather you out of the nations where I sent you and will bring you home again to your own land.”

Paints an entirely different picture now doesn’t it? This is actually, first, a warning to you about listening to all your diviners, psychics, card readers, fortune tellers, crystal ball readers, mediums and such who tell you things that make your ego feel good. All those folks telling you that you can make your life whatever you desire; that you can be whatever you want to be, and you can have whatever your heart desires. This is the exposing of the lies of the “law of attraction” and other new age teachings which promote reward without labor.

The true revelation of this passage from the Hebrew mythos is that you will indeed have to go through some trying situations. Life is not all about your pleasure and happiness. The intent of captivity is to teach you discipline. Those who scorn the Masters, who have gone before through the fiery trials to be your Shepherds, then must endure the harsher captivity. You are meant to be the Christ of The Universe, but if you are so caught up in temporal things, all of creation suffers. Your I AM presence, the God within you, knows this full well, and because you who are called Israel in the Earth choose to be consumed with the love of the world, your I AM presence leads you into situations where you are experiencing initiations into the anointing you are incarnate to emanate. It is because your own I AM presence knows the plans it has for you, and you are not aligned with the plans of your True Self, that you MUST go through the captivity and the fires of purification. They are going to bring you back to the truth of who you are.

Understand that in this Hebrew mythos, Israel is actually NOT a nation in the way humans perceive nations. It is not now, nor was it ever. Israel actually means one who strives with God and prevails. Israel describes ALL of the people of God, made in the image and likeness of God to reign in the Earth as King and Priest. It is indicative of all of us in our set-apart state. We are ALL the children of God. Yet, amongst the children of God called Israel, there are 144,000 light workers who are the firstfruits of the tribulation. The tribulation is not a period of judgment upon the Earth, but it is the initiation we all must go through to be redeemed as Masters, and delivered from our bondage to our lower selves, which are carnal.

Captivities are types of hell. The discomfort of these situations is meant to purge out of you all the impurities that veil the Divine Presence within you from yourself and the world. You have a whole lot of stuff in your heart and mind that keep you conformed to this world. I have to remind you again to not love this world nor the things it offers you, for when you love the world, you do not have the love of the Father in you. For the world offers only a craving for physical pleasure, a craving for everything we see, and pride in our achievements and possessions. These are not from the Father, but are from this world. And this world is fading away, along with everything that people crave. But anyone who does what pleases God will live forever.

So, when you are encouraged to give your bodies to God because of all “he” has done for you, let them be a living and holy sacrifice—the kind “he” will find acceptable. This is truly the way to worship him. Don’t copy the behavior and customs of this world, but let God transform you into a new person by changing the way you think. Then you will learn to know God’s will for you, which is good and pleasing and perfect. This is why you go to hell. It is not a place for the Souls of the defiant to spend eternity. Your Soul is eternal. It cannot be consumed, even by fire. It is inextricable of God. There are many hells which we all must endure to be completely restored to the Divine Essence of who we are created to be. So, only those who have no desire to be their best Selves would ever say they don’t want to go to hell. Hell is NOT a place of condemnation, but a process of correction. As one who has endured many initiations, I can assure you that when you have crossed the burning sands, you will look back and rejoice for all you went through. You will find yourself in the place of your inheritance.

𝗙𝗼𝗿𝗲𝘃𝗲𝗿 𝘆𝗼𝘂𝗿 𝘀𝗲𝗿𝘃𝗮𝗻𝘁,

𝓐𝓼𝓬𝓮𝓷𝓭𝓮𝓭 𝓜𝓪𝓼𝓽𝓮𝓻 𝓢𝓪𝓱𝓪𝓺𝓾𝓲𝓮𝓵

#SelfDiscipline #SelfDenial #SelfMastery #SelfControl #EternalLife #LawOfReciprocity #UnconditionalLove #KingdomOfGod #TheKingdomIsWithin #LoveWins #LoveNeverFails #LoveEnduresAllThings #GodIsLove #IAMLove #SowingAndReaping #Inheritance #DivineFather #DivineMother⁣

Do You Choose Life?


Even the average vegan, as plant-based eating has gone mainstream, lives to eat. The vast majority of the human herbivore population does so, nobly, out of concern for the Earth and the creatures dwelling within Earth. Those who choose a plant-based lifestyle for health, though, still usually only do for the purpose of preventing or reversing common diseases (diabetes, heart disease, obesity). ⁣

The truth is that vegan does not equal healthy. Most of the billions of dollars spent on vegan, plant-based foods, are not purchasing products that contribute to life. Humans 𝗖𝗛𝗢𝗢𝗦𝗘 death because they reject the discipline to live. ⁣

People eat, and do almost everything else they do, for pleasure and satisfaction. Even those who make decisions to build their bodies through exercise and diet, whether omnivorous or herbivorous, calculate a “cheat” day into their routine. This shows how the human heart and mind actually oppose righteousness.⁣

Think about it… why would anyone who truly loves themselves compromise on that love? It is because most humans, even the spiritual and conscious, equate love with temporal pleasure. Humans refuse to accept that it is the appeal to the flesh, the eyes, and the ego that separated us from our wholeness in the first place. ⁣

So, while we are all 𝗖𝗔𝗟𝗟𝗘𝗗 to be Masters, very few of us are 𝗖𝗛𝗢𝗦𝗘𝗡 to be because most render their hearts and minds as slaves unto their carnal desires. Knowledge is available to remind you how to live. Too bad most people are consumed with the moment, and thus reject the knowledge that leads to life, and creating for themselves destruction. ⁣

Mastery leads to life. Mastery leads to blessings. Mastery IS salvation. Those of us who are Masters only present to you that which helps you to heal and save yourself. We are not come to save you. Not even the Master Jesus came to save you. We all have come to be THE WAY unto salvation and healing FOR YOU. I only desire for you to obey my teachings that you can reclaim your power to live.

Most are willing to take baby steps towards the discipline to live. Humans like to consider eating healthy as simply cutting out certain meats, fried foods, and maybe dairy products. This is just eating HEALTHIER than most other people eat, but it is not actually eating healthy. The same is true for how humans have sex. They think that by choosing selectively who to have sex with, rather than be a whore (as if whoredom is a measure of how many sexual partners an individual has), that they are being righteous. This is still just a comparison to others. Yes, it is LESS PROMISCUOUS than others, but apart from the knowledge of the Divine Reflection, it is still promiscuity, as it is slavery to pleasure.

Freedom is a blessing. Slavery is a curse. There are few disciples, and even fewer Masters. There are multitudes of slaves. In fact, most of the world is enslaved by desire. This is a choice though. Freedom is life. Slavery is death. All are either free through Self-discipline through application of knowledge, or slaves to pleasure because of the rejection of that knowledge. The foundation of knowledge is that the Kingdom of God is WITHIN YOU. Thus you are responsible for manifesting the Eternal Kingdom from within you.


⁣You can enter God’s Kingdom only through the narrow gate. The highway to hell is broad, and its gate is wide for the many who choose that way. But the gateway to life is very narrow and the road is difficult, and only a few ever find it. Beware of false prophets who come disguised as harmless sheep but are really vicious wolves. All those who encourage you to serve the lusts of the flesh, lusts of the eyes, and pride of life are false prophets, leading you to believe there is salvation apart from the Divine Presence within you. Your mind cannot save you. Your heart cannot save you. Your desires are only there to teach you Self-Love through Self-mastery.

“The Lord” is actually a mistranslation of the Hebrew יהוה which is actually, literally, “It which exists to become”. It is the Divine Presence within us all. Everything outside of your innermost being is a foreign God. This includes your human heart, your human mind, your ego, your carnal desires, Jesus, Muhammad, Buddha, Yahweh Ben Yahweh, Jehovah, and all other cultural deities of the past and present. None of the great prophets came to save you. They all, as Masters, only came to light the way to your salvation within you.

WITHIN YOU is life. Your flesh, with all its carnal desires, is death. The choice is yours. Kanye was right. Slavery IS a choice. And most of you have chosen to be slaves to those and that which lead you to death. The devils, dragons, serpents, wolves, Anansis, manipulators, and deceivers of the world all are thieves. The thief comes only to steal, kill, and destroy. The Masters have come that you might have life, and life more abundantly. Don’t be fooled for a minute that just because these deceivers make you feel good that they haven’t entangled you in their web of destruction. Their greatest weapon is convincing you that you are too spiritual for them to possess. All the while, they are defrauding you of eternal life.



𝗙𝗼𝗿𝗲𝘃𝗲𝗿 𝘆𝗼𝘂𝗿 𝘀𝗲𝗿𝘃𝗮𝗻𝘁,⁣

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